Gosmokesome's Blog
-
12-15-2007 04:25 pm
-
Self Torture 12-15-2007 04:25 pm
Sometimes I wonder if I'm letting circumstances torture me on purpose because I truly hate myself on a very deep level related to some kind of hate for my mother, she used to do things that as a kid of that age then were considered torture, my father, him not giving me enough attention, and a hate f...
-
My crappy childhood 11-11-2007 02:24 pm
Well today, just now really, I have made another step towards coming at peace with my past. FACT: I had a crappy and very awkward childhood. When I first realized this and that I would probably have a crappy future because I am odd. I got depressed. But then things got better and I felt better. I th...