Benjimanbreeg's Blog

My other blogs were the old me. I've gotten through that. I'm only depressed 89% of the time now ;)

I'm depressed 90% of the time, and only when things go my way do I feel happy enough to not say i'm not depressed. When good things happen it numbs the pain for a while. I'm scared of getting old, i'm scared of loosing my family, including my cat obviosly. Usually the only time I feel safe is whe...

I am a very keen sportsman, especially with golf and tennis, I am very dedicated. Saturday my hard work payed off when I recieved 2 awards for golf competitions I had won ealier in the year, I also was in a tennis doubles final on sunday, but unfortunately we lost, but i'll still get a runner's up m...