Turtle000's Blog

I really really wish I knew how to dance. I saw this girl dancing on youtube and she was soooo good. I want to dance like her so bad. I started thinking maybe I should just go ahead and try it (behind closed doors of course).

I'm just completely freaked out right now. I knew I shouldn't have looked at that website, but I did. Now I'm afraid to try to go to sleep. If I close my eyes I'll probably see those horrible images. I don't have anyone to talk to right now and I really need someone to get my mind off of this.

I have to go to a funeral Saturday. My first funeral ever. I'd rather not go, but I have to. I want to be cremated when I'm gone. I don't like the thought of being trapped in a box underground, or becoming a zombie. I can't think of any place I'd want my ashes scattered. I like the bookstore but I d...