Ebec11's Blog

I've always wanted to brake my leg so I can get a bit of attention that isn't morbid and lecturing. I don't think I'll do it, but can you give me some details so that I can daydream (I love daydreaming about stuff like that...don't ask why)

I think I have PSTD, as I have a lot of disconnection towards my father's abuse. I don't remember much at all, but for the stuff I do remember, I feel extreme pain, then I feel so disconnected. I make myself forget, and hope a lot, as I don't know what to do...

I feel extremely depressed right now, like somebody's sucked all the happiness out of me and replaced it with overwhelming feelings of sadness and numbness.
I hate it!!! I had a good day, but now I want to self harm again...
Any advice to make myself feel better? I'm going to a therapi...