Someone with whom I interact on a daily basis has passed away. For the first time, I am feeling what it is like to be sad. Not depressed, but sad. This feeling is different. I think the medications have actually opened me up to feeling things for the first time ever.
Loss, love,...
7/1407-15-2008 12:43 am
It has been over a month since my last entry and a lot has happened. Life is so much different now. I have changed from a staunch opponent of depression medication to a true believer. The medication has taken away 99.9 percent of the suicidal thoughts and urges. It is rare for a thought of sucid...
06-13-2008 11:56 pm
I was talking to my friend today asking him something on the phone and he pointed out my obsessive need to confirm the fact of every detail of every event. I have noticed this part of me before, and in fact, other friends have pointed this out as well.