nothing is easy nothing ever just comes to me. thats positive and happy...
friends only i'm getting paranoid about not being able to control who reads this so really this time FRIENDS ONLY. just me and my army of 1 or 2 commenters. or if you wish to add me thats fine too...
my eyes are glazed over and my heart is full of anger, spite, hurt, loathing, sadness and all things bad.and there are no positives. not one and nor will there ever beso my eyes glaze over and my dreams die underneath my skin and then i lose touch with reality and get romantic dreams that are even more fantastical and have even less chance of coming true.
wha...
"suffering and scars, the consolation prizes of the truly lost" everytime someone laughed they were laughing at me. maybe a few of them were.i realise when i look in the mirror that i am strange looking and poorly groomed but i just dont care enough to do anything about it. after all what would be the point? i live all my life behind walls and when i go out i feel like i need another month to recover...
