Hello and welcome to the site.
As I got further and further into adulthood I gradually started to doubt the feelings of being different to the point of assuming that I must just be making something out of nothing or that everyone feels that way. If you are not familiar with the details of autism and aspergers it is a very difficult thing to make sense of and to articulate given that it's the way things have always been for you. When does someone born blind realise they are blind unless someone explains it to them? Despite the shellshock I'm going through since realising I have AS, it is comforting to know that there was/is a reason for feeling like that all my life.
Si
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AQ46, EQ9, FQ20, SQ50
RAADS-R: 181 (Language: 9, Social: 97, Sensory/Motor: 37, Interests: 36)
Aspie Quiz: AS129, NT80
Alexithymia: 137