My life is pathetic and God is all to blame for it. He made me autistic and I grew up with non-parental child abuse, social rejection, being told I was demonic, etc. I am hopeless, have no friends, never had a GF, never had a job, have no chance of getting a job, no money. I am a third world loser in a first world country, and this is all God's will.
F*** God. I am willing to burn in hell for sticking to my assessment of Him. I am spending the rest of my sorry God-hateful life sinfully mocking the Lord on Christian forums and chat rooms.