I wish there was a drug out there.

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MissConstrue
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11 Aug 2010, 1:12 am

That't it! A drug so some of us won't have to feel anymore.

I don't want to "feel in love" or feel anything. I just want it all to end. I guess i never understood how hard it could be for me. I thought it was only about attaction or s**t that didn't make sense to me until 4th grade.

I just hope I'm gone by 40 or 60. If you can't find anyone in your early to late 20's, you're done for as a female my relatives use to say.


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11 Aug 2010, 1:22 am

Lots of people use various drugs for that effect... not a good idea to head down that road.

The situation for single women over their 20s isn't so bad these days. People are quite a bit more open minded than, say, several decades ago, even though it might not seem that way. The guys that perpetuate this age cutoff idea aren't worth the trouble anyway.

Remember, giving up guarantees failure. :(

As I like to tell myself when I'm depressed, "this too shall pass."



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11 Aug 2010, 1:28 am

What'd be the fun in that?

It'd be only worth it in those times when such feelings are causing more pain than good. But that's life. There's going to be pain.

I don't know. I kind of like my feelings. Good and bad.
You're relatives are holding onto a very old fashioned ideal. Life isn't quite that simple anymore so you shouldn't take that seriously.

I'm sorry you feel bad. *hugs*


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11 Aug 2010, 1:56 am

What's so bad in your life that you don't want to keep living it?



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11 Aug 2010, 2:01 am

Xanax does that, I don't know from using it though just from being with someone who abused it. I can't stand people like that though. The whole dull zombie behavior makes me ANGRY.

That being said I hope I die young.....on my feet rather than on my knees! :twisted:


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11 Aug 2010, 8:41 am

MissConstrue wrote:
That't it! A drug so some of us won't have to feel anymore.

I don't want to "feel in love" or feel anything. I just want it all to end. I guess i never understood how hard it could be for me. I thought it was only about attaction or sh** that didn't make sense to me until 4th grade.

I just hope I'm gone by 40 or 60. If you can't find anyone in your early to late 20's, you're done for as a female my relatives use to say.


Maybe you should join a monastery and meditate your way blissfully into the next world...

I know how you feel.


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11 Aug 2010, 9:05 am

They have that made.
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Ive been on the waiting list for ages though.



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11 Aug 2010, 11:02 am

I'm thirtynine, and if I didn't have a son I'd be happy to be gone by forty.

I reckon I'll have to stick it out till he's a man though. Life is just really really hard.



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11 Aug 2010, 11:35 am

I feel the same way. If I'm not married or in a serious relationship by the time I'm 30, I'll just O.D. on my Adderall and hope it makes everything go away. :(



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11 Aug 2010, 1:18 pm

MXH wrote:
They have that made.
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Ive been on the waiting list for ages though.


I'd love to be prescribed that pill. :)


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11 Aug 2010, 1:20 pm

As someone who used to abuse painkillers, I can tell you it's not in your best interest. At first I could hide it and convinced myself it was actually helping. But as time went on I saw I was no better then a drug addict. I needed to learn how to cope naturally and sober, I made a choice to never look back and even though some days are better than others at least I can feel, which is better than going through life as someone else said as a "zombie".



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13 Aug 2010, 1:48 pm

You need to follow the path of Buddhism....



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13 Aug 2010, 11:20 pm

MissConstrue wrote:
I just hope I'm gone by 40 or 60. If you can't find anyone in your early to late 20's, you're done for as a female my relatives use to say.


that's crap. many great people are late bloomers.

be very happy that you can feel love. that's something to celebrate, whether your expectations are yet met or not.


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