I'm going to kill myself in a couple of hours.

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02 Sep 2010, 1:44 pm

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Bah! What's the rush? You have your whole life to kill yourself! Why not wait a day, or even a few? Why not a week or two? Just give it some time, and see if you still feel the same way - you know, they say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.


I know this isnt the thread to talk about this but i'll be that guy. It isnt a temporary problem when the only thing you crave noone has found ever. All i want is a good enough reason to say you know what, f**k it that seems good enough to deal with s**t for. I havent found this and am 100% sure i wont. Im letting my current psychiatrist the last chance to let me find this or im outta here.



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02 Sep 2010, 1:51 pm

Relationship dramas are hell for us. Most of us have been there.

I hope robo is okay. He hasn't been on again from initial post from what I've seen...


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05 Sep 2010, 11:46 am

Do anyone hear about him since then?


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05 Sep 2010, 12:50 pm

that was heartfelt. i read all of it, it sounds like you just need to take a stepback and re-evaluate your life. everyone goes through relationship dramas, anyways i really hope you not dead because that would be a shame



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05 Sep 2010, 6:45 pm

Robo turned off 'last visit' in his profile. I think right now he needs to know that people care about him. We do, and we aren't judging you, even if you are reading this and haven't killed yourself.



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05 Sep 2010, 7:57 pm

From what I've gathered this is because of some stupid girl. Grow up and move on, you are 16 and chances are it wasn't going to work anyways. A girl is no use killing yourself over.



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08 Sep 2010, 1:14 pm

Yes I'm alive.



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08 Sep 2010, 1:24 pm

robo37 wrote:
Yes I'm alive.


Yaaaaaaaaay! ^_^



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08 Sep 2010, 1:26 pm

Im so glad!! !

Ive been so worried about you and hoping you were ok

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08 Sep 2010, 3:39 pm

Good for you, and now you are stronger for having survived it.

"You can always kill yourself later."

I've been telling myself that for 40 years, and looking back I can say for sure it was a good thing I did not kill myself any of the times I wanted to. My life may not be a fairy tale, but it's been worth living.



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08 Sep 2010, 5:17 pm

I'm glad that you're alive. :)


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08 Sep 2010, 6:43 pm

I am glad you're still here too. I've been concerned.

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08 Sep 2010, 8:29 pm

robo37 wrote:
Yes I'm alive.


Well played good Sir. You'll see s**t always gets better, life is ups and downs but it's your responsibility to get out of those downs.


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09 Sep 2010, 10:01 pm

Women aren't worth killing yourself over.

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10 Sep 2010, 4:19 am

I'm glad :D


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10 Sep 2010, 9:40 pm

MXH wrote:
rowingineden wrote:
Bah! What's the rush? You have your whole life to kill yourself! Why not wait a day, or even a few? Why not a week or two? Just give it some time, and see if you still feel the same way - you know, they say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.


I know this isnt the thread to talk about this but i'll be that guy. It isnt a temporary problem when the only thing you crave noone has found ever. All i want is a good enough reason to say you know what, f**k it that seems good enough to deal with sh** for. I havent found this and am 100% sure i wont. Im letting my current psychiatrist the last chance to let me find this or im outta here.

I can't exactly judge you for that sort of thinking, since I've been in a similar place before. And generally I don't especially prefer life over death, I just tolerate it. However, it's never been hard for me to find a reason to live; every day I woke up lacking one, I ended up finding one anyway. But maybe it was just the wanting it that made the difference.