Thought I was passed this.

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Random pangs of longing for my dead girlfriend. Not pangs, more like impacts. I thought that I was getting better, but right now I feel so numb and alone. I can't believe it's only been two months. My insides hurt, I miss her so much. I wanna cry but my tears have long-since dried up apperently so I can't. I can't close my eyes without seeing my memories with her.

I feel so alone. I'm very social but I have no one to really talk to. It's such a painful thing. I know I have close friends over the internet to talk to, but I want someone in real life, someone I can feel. Someone who isn't just letters on a screen in a sequence.

Ugh, only two nights back on here and already I'm whining.

I know, my father just died last month. Only time helps, and quite a bit of it, at that. Hang in there.

Am sorry, Jonsi.

You're not whining.
You're letting out the bad emotions.
We're here for you.

She's still there in your heart and in your memories. It's okay to be sad, just remember that she's still there; just not physically. I hope you feel okay soon. I lost my grandpa Dec 31 2010 and it still hurts, but I know that he's happy and doesn't have to suffer anymore in a world full of horrible things. Just try to live happily, as you will always have someone special watching over you.

Ugh, I'm not that much better today. I'm so tired. Barely slept last night. When I finally got to sleep my stepbrother woke me up with his stomping around when he gets home from evening shift at his work.

Hoping for something good to happen today. Anything would work, I think.

I hope something good happens for you today, Jonsi.