Attempted suicide, Had sugery, Back at home regretting it

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turtleoverhare
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03 Aug 2013, 4:52 am

So some of you probably saw the other night I did the stupidest thing I've ever done I cut my wrists and attempted to kill myself and regretted it not long after, I called my auntie because I was too scared of being locked up in a mental institution for doing what I did but she called the cops anyway ( only because she cares about me and I know that ) , so my door was unlocked and the cops bust in and talked to me and wrapped my arm until the ambos arrived and anyway I went to hospital and had to get surgery/ operation this morning but as I said Its a first and last I don't know why I did it but I'm glad I'm alive still but I cant lift weights for a long time too what sucks but its my own fault and I'm not doing it again ill make myself happy whatever it takes. thanks for listening and hope everyone else is doing well and don't ever do what I did.



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03 Aug 2013, 5:01 am

Hang in there.



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03 Aug 2013, 5:10 am

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03 Aug 2013, 5:56 am

I met this REALLKY hot girl today
and now I feel ueless annd stupit
couldn't talk to her
could only bare my soul, but I didn't
I feel damned

sexless
loveless
useless
incompetnt


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03 Aug 2013, 6:04 am

So sorry for what you've endured and good you're alright now. You will overcome this and end up stronger than ever. Your auntie is wonderful - so good she was there to help you then. You did the right thing by telling her. Well, all the best and take care of yourself first.


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03 Aug 2013, 6:05 am

turtleoverhare wrote:
So some of you probably saw the other night I did the stupidest thing I've ever done I cut my wrists and attempted to kill myself and regretted it not long after, I called my auntie because I was too scared of being locked up in a mental institution for doing what I did but she called the cops anyway ( only because she cares about me and I know that ) , so my door was unlocked and the cops bust in and talked to me and wrapped my arm until the ambos arrived and anyway I went to hospital and had to get surgery/ operation this morning but as I said Its a first and last I don't know why I did it but I'm glad I'm alive still but I cant lift weights for a long time too what sucks but its my own fault and I'm not doing it again ill make myself happy whatever it takes. thanks for listening and hope everyone else is doing well and don't ever do what I did.


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03 Aug 2013, 6:07 am

Good luck to you healing up and feeling better. Just remember you got a lot of good ahead of you, and no matter how hard times get, you got so much in life to love, all the small things and the bigger ones. It's hard seeing that when you get these suicidal thoughts I know, but never forget.


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03 Aug 2013, 8:15 am

I hope you feel healing in mind and body, and move forward to good things.



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03 Aug 2013, 9:14 am

I saw that post the other night and was hoping you were alright. Thanks for letting everyone know you're still here.

I read somewhere that most people who attempt suicide can't stand their lives but they don't really want to die, they want things to change. You'll be able to do that, just start with small things.


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03 Aug 2013, 10:09 am

You survived and now you can get better. We all do things we regret and as long as we survive we can learn and use those experiences to make ourselves stronger and then in turn help others. Now you can relate to someone else who might feel the same way and you just might save that person's life.

Get some rest Buddy. There's some great kayaking waiting for you. :)
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03 Aug 2013, 10:11 am

syzygyish wrote:
I met this REALLKY hot girl today
and now I feel ueless annd stupit
couldn't talk to her
could only bare my soul, but I didn't
I feel damned

sexless
loveless
useless
incompetnt

Give it some time. It will be okay.



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03 Aug 2013, 11:55 am

Thanks for updating us. I was really worried about you. I actually thought about you a lot since the other night. I am extremely happy that you're going to be ok and things will be looking up now. :D



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03 Aug 2013, 12:51 pm

That's terrible. How are you coping?

Please take good care of yourself.



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03 Aug 2013, 1:03 pm

I tried it a different way 3 years ago & failed. I didn't make any calls though, I was content with my decision. Still here & still miserable.



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03 Aug 2013, 2:35 pm

gasburgers wrote:
I tried it a different way 3 years ago & failed. I didn't make any calls though, I was content with my decision. Still here & still miserable.


We WANT you to still be here, just not miserable.

What would you need to make that part start to go away?


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03 Aug 2013, 2:50 pm

Hope you get better now. Just remember others have been where you are. :D


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