I've got a crush on my bus-driver, and he likes me too (he said he will give me his number when he gets his new mobile phone). I have a few words with him before I get off (because you're not supposed to talk to bus-drivers otherwise if they're driving). But last week when he was driving my bus, a young-ish girl got on and stood there talking to him and I felt a bit upset. I know it might not be anything to do with romance, but I didn't know this girl so it's only natural to feel a little agitated when another girl is speaking to the man you really fancy. So when I got up (before the bus got to my stop), the girl looked at me (surprise surprise, all girls stare at me ) I kind of glared at her and I saw him looking and smiling gently at me, so I walked right over to the driver's cabin bit and just done general small talk, like saying, ''you all right?'' then asking him when his next shift is and if I will see him again this week and so on. So I didn't say anything wrong there, and when I got off he waved to me. But I then started worrying about what the girl might of said after I got off. She might of said that I glared at her, and then he might think that I'm a bit too desperate, and she might perhaps of persuaded him to perhaps not give me so much attention any more, being that I'm desperate for him and glaring at other females who speak to him.....I just wish I hadn't overreacted. But I hope he might understand that I'm young, and that I like him, and that another girl standing up - when you're not supposed to stand up and talk to the driver - was standing up talking to the driver, and I always like to have a quick chat before I get off because it's my only chance, and that being so he likes me back.....I just hope he will think that.
What do you think? Have you been in this situation before, where it you're not sure if you blew it or not, and you keep on analyzing it over and over in your head and getting more worried about it? I told my NT mum, and she said I'm not the only one who has experienced this or feels like this - it happens a lot to people when they have a crush on someone and they are put in an awkward situation. And she didn't think there was anything wrong with glaring at the girl. I didn't scowl at her, I just looked at her and just gave a bit of a glare, then went to speak to the driver. But what if I upset the girl? Or she might understand too, or what if he felt awkward, and might not really speak to me any more?
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