I'm 16, and a guy, andI often lay in bed cuddling my pillow and pretending it is a girl I like at the moment.... Right now, I often pretend to cuddle and kiss that 19 year old girl I told you guys about who I just met, and only hung out with once, since I can't think of anyone else (I hardly know any girls, and things didnt work out with thea and amina), although Im worried that that is pushing it, since I just met her... thoughts?