JohnG wrote:
To NT standards I mean. I somehow get the feeling that people think I am a handsome/physically attractive guy. My mom says so. Even my IM buddy said so when I sent a picture of my face to him. I also started working out on the first day of March. I work out with dumbbells and machines 3 days in a week and in the future I also plan to do cardio on the rest of the 4 ddays of the week so I can keep myself with that lean and toned muscular look. I say that my outlook on myself is a far cry from a couple years ago.
So, yeah, I may be somewhat-wildly physically attractive, but I still don't quite have much social skills still.
I get the very same feeling. I;m so often gawped at by the overly hormonal majority of the screwed up 20-30 age generation I've concluded that I'm most likely have an above average attractive look. People of my age would find that flattering and something to feel good, but I don't, in fact I hate that sort of attention so much I either ignore it completely or deliberately use body language to make myself seem like a complete dickhead who is not worth getting involved with. But not matter how offensive I try and make it people just don't get the fact that I just want to be LEFT ALONE, so I may just resort of verbal abuse.
This is probably because I'm someone who CAN keep his hormones under control and doesn't think about sex every second throughout my sad and dragging little life.