I'm always alone, I always feel lonely when I'm with people. People just don't approach me. The same goes for my family. My parents are ok, but they are preoccupied with their problems, so I don't expect to be interested in my life. Cousins, aunts, their friends, my parent's friends... too.
Sometimes I get a feeling that people are physically disgusted by me (I'm overveight, plain looking, clumsy).
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To love someone means to see him as God intended him. (Fyodor Dostoevsky)