Do you miss someone right now?

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I miss my grandmother, who passed away almost 4 years ago. And I also miss a friend of mine, we don't go to the same school anymore so we barely see each other.

I broke up with an ex a few months back now and I feel like crap about it still. I was a bit of an arse to her and I thought she was holding me back with her moods (she was really hurtful but to be fair I was probably worse in different ways) but now I feel utterly alone - it doesn't help that she was also my only friend. Now I don't have anybody I realise how hateful and isolating and cold the majority of people seem to be and I can't be around them without feeling this overwhelming sense of paranoia and palpable hatred from people around me. Everything is just so oppressive and I don't have a single friend or anything close to a functional family. She probably doesn't even care to miss me, she didn't respond to the couple of messages I sent in the last couple months.

I'm prone to depression anyway (as are a lot of us) and everything seems so futile right now.

Yes. But I know she doesn't miss me.

I miss Little Fnordie - me, as a child.

I miss trusting others. I miss the wonder of birthdays and Christmas. I miss conversations with childhood pets (they're great listeners). I miss running for the sake of running, and riding my bike like the wind. I miss maternal hugs and being tucked in at night. I miss my secret hiding place, where I would go to whenever dad was angry. I miss tree forts, snowball fights, and skinny-dipping at the gravel pit.

I miss childhood.

Nah not really anymore, future is wide open

Yeah... my ex-wife. We have divorced a few years ago. At first I cant dating other girls. Then I started to use MOD EDIT and met a woman who planes to visit my place in LA nexy week. But yesturday ex-wife called me, she wants to meet me tm w O_O

Yes.

I miss my cat

Alex(andra).

I miss most people I know most of the time. I could name more names but it's hard to discern how that might help...

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I miss my ex-fiancé.

Three f*****g years engaged to this guy. Yeah I had my addiction problems and anger problems but he said and did s**t to me I didn't deserve either. I loved him to death and most of the best times I had were with him. He was also a very talented artist. I'm still friends with him, I have a hard time doing it because I feel like I'll never get over him. I don't want to stop being friends with him either because I can still talk to him about pretty much almost anything and joke around, and him and some friends became a huge part of my life. So I just keep myself distant. Not looking for advice or sympathy, I just felt like venting.

Missing my father. This is the time i needed him most. I just graduated and don't know where I would be leading. I need my dad

Missing a ton of people.

-Missing my estranged friend who moved to Idaho and has stopped contacting me,
-my estranged friend who's account I still look at on tumblr
-my friend in Michigan who seems to have been rather busy the last week
-my friend in Washington who has a bad back and who's phone is disconnected so I can't reach her that way
-my friend who can't seem to talk to me because of her schizophrenia for some reason
-my friend from Texas who has a busy schedule who I want to visit this summer
-my friends who I still talk to but are all asleep right now.
-countless people I haven't talked to in ages

I miss my cat, Chubs.