PixieXW wrote:
My thing would be haveing special interests- they drive me nuts and I have nothing to do about them, there is no medication or diet or operation you can have to stop it and I have just found out a person I thought was a friend has now been vomplainig about me behind my back!
What do other people hate and why?
Manoeuvring yourself into a trap and unable to exit it whilst being half-conscious about it.
and energy levels are so low that you are just hopeless and it kills about anything you have had before.
Leading to a state where it is difficult to see your positive sides that you normally would value as being much more important than the negative sides.
Hating yourself is so useless, in principle
Your whole little world just collapses into nothing although you know there is still you and you used to be so strong some time,
having found already 2001 times a workaround. But now you are flattened like a pan cake that is slowly fried to black stuff
because you forgot to care about the important things
and you idiot still eat that pan cake
because you are hungry and the shop like too far away(100 m)
Basicly going mad with conscience, because you know roughly what is going to come and you can see it with yourself how it develops
into this nice scary state