I have diagnosed Asperger's.
However I can communicate with people. My dad said I do monologues a lot that last forever and I don't realise when the person is bored or has to go. I have incongruent emotions but I normally talk in a monotone. I don't do eye contact at all. I cannot bear physical contact at all and react violently when touched. I don't understand humour and I have nearly no ability to read facial expressions / tone of voice.
I had a meltdown in the street today and nearly ended up with the police again. My daily meltdowns are like that.
However I go to people I know and talk to them, even if people say I am odd / weird.
I get tics and sometimes I'll lash out at someone for seemingly no reason whatsoever.
I've been told I am a freak for as long as I can remember.
Severe sensory issues too. I live in sunglasses and earplugs.
I get very obsessional about my special interests. Yesterday I had a panic attack when people kept disturbing me.
I have few friends and most of them are on the spectrum.
Is this the "severe" Asperger's my psychiatrist said I have?
Sorry I'm doubting myself again. OCD.
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.