^i'm sure if i held someone's head when kissing, i'd perceive it as big too! although, maybe i'd pay more attention stroking her hair...i do that a lot.
Kol would let me do this (only person i did it with, really) and ask me if it felt soft...but since her hair was dried out and flaky from innumerable dye and bleach jobs, didn't really have the heart to tell her it felt dead as fkuc
SabbraCadabra wrote:
Also, I have a vague memory of kissing the neighbor girl through the backyard fence when I was 2 or 3, but I'm not sure if it actually happened or if I imagined/dreamed it at some point...all I remember is that her name was Michelle
ooh m8, the mind has a cruel way of twisting our very early memories, or convincing us that a dream then was reality...i for instance have a few very early memories that may as well have been dreams, like the persistent 'memory' of possibly witnessing my sisters birth (with a very heavy deep blue haze), that could be a memory or a dream that in fact, occurred many yeas later (my sister was born when i was 2 and a half).
in my experience, i never remember the same thing the same way, but rather every time it's recalled i feel as though i've changed it a bit...or blatantly forgot a fragment.
i hope that did actually happen to you the way you remember it, for your sake. seems like a very sweet memory!
speaking of vague memories, cheek kiss by some girl in my health class in the 7th grade. pretty sure it never happened.
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