0_equals_true wrote:
You could try and hand delivered letter.
I though your post was good, but there are too many twists and turns, and asides. You could focus just on the issue at hand, keep it simple to the point, but from the heart.
The reason I suggested that therapist was not just this, you have had various event in your life that you are grieving for and it might be an idea to have someone you can talk to about that in confidence.
It's fifty miles away to walk, about 17 hours if I could walk in a straight line even, and as soon as I got there her brother would just tell me to leave.
I thank you for your advice, though it is difficult not to think/write in tangents.
I appreciate the notion that a therapist could help, though if I had the money for a therapist I wouldn't be in an RV and now three months late on rent as of today precisely - which is also three years since Jackie and I moved into where we did. God has always provided for us, yet now it is very sad that we are apart - to me at least. Probably to Jackie also, though if she talked with me rather than remained silent I'd know more what she's thinking rather than just guesses.