Phoenix Kitten, that isn't my worst problem but it is so embarrassing. I can't seem to be able to control myself too well where emotions are concerned. If I do, I eventually end up having a really bad meltdown. In one of these, I punched a hole through a wall with my head.
Trouble is, I cry when I'm angry, when people give me a bad look, when they are abrupt and snippy, when they won't listen to what I say and the list goes on. In other words I am hypersensitive and there seems to be no way of getting over this. At least, little kids can cry several times a day and get a lot of it out of their system. I used to do this and didn't stress out as much as when I was older.
Sometimes, I wish I could just be apathetic and accept whatever comes my way but at the same time, I despise a lot of the apathy I see in modern society. If you stand for nothing, you fall for everything.
It's even worse for men, because our society says they shouldn't cry. No wonder there is so much drug-taking, alcoholism, and stress-related diseases. Some people want us to follow the same example and it is interesting to see that the incidence of illnesses like heart attacks is now going up a lot in women.
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Break out you Western girls,
Someday soon you're gonna rule the world.
Break out you Western girls,
Hold your heads up high.
"Western Girls" - Dragon