It’s not exactly my type of my music, but this song resonates with me. My ex used to say or imply that I was ugly a lot. He said that, due to my ugliness, no one else would ever want me. Not very nice. Obviously, what he says shouldn’t matter, but it can get to a person after hearing it often enough over time, especially if they are being abused in other ways.
_________________ Better to reign in Hell than serve in Heaven. – Satan and TwilightPrincess
Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 30 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 1,263 Location: USA
14 Feb 2024, 5:15 am
This song describes my relationship with my mom tbh
Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy
_________________ ASD, most likely have dyscalculia & BPD as well. Also dx'd ADHD-C, but don't think it's accurate. RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD
Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 30 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 1,263 Location: USA
15 Feb 2024, 9:38 pm
you say that I'm paranoid but I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me it's not like I made the choice to let my mind stay so f****n messy
_________________ ASD, most likely have dyscalculia & BPD as well. Also dx'd ADHD-C, but don't think it's accurate. RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD
He told me I belong in a churchyard He told me I could walk away but I wouldn't get far Tell me how do people know what is hurt, what is love? He told me I belong in a churchyard
Words pointy like arrows Wounds no one can see He closed all the windows As his anger broke free I will not remember You as somebody nice.
Facts.
_________________ Better to reign in Hell than serve in Heaven. – Satan and TwilightPrincess