God this has been nuts,
every since my Child custody dispute broke out I cant think about anything else.
wanting this child that I now have has been a life long obsession,
so now that I have him I have been nothing but the best of parent to him,
but now my ex is trying to strip him from me, god this is driving me nuts,
while my child is not in my care alls I can think about is that issue,
I can hardly function at work or any other place,
I can NOT keep from thinking about it no matter how hard I try.
many times I wish I could just pack it up from work and go home and have a meltdown