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 Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 1944
Views: 59191
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 Forum: The Haven Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2009 2:20 am Subject: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
Dear you,
Do I really miss you or have I only convinced myself out of habit that I do?
I know some days, like right now, I do miss the way you could make me smile, just because I knew you would alwa ... |
| Topic: What keeps you from committing suicide? |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 151
Views: 6408
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2009 1:28 am Subject: What keeps you from committing suicide? |
| I used to have reasons for not doing it. One of them was a friend who I thought actually cared what happened to me, but turns out I was very wrong about that. I really don't care about my family, beca ... |
| Topic: Bipolar disorder. |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 50
Views: 1065
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2008 11:15 pm Subject: Bipolar disorder. |
| thank you for your enlightened response. i think i'm going to be sick now. people like you actually make my life worse. i wonder how you sleep at night. we're all bipolar. yay! what fun. puke p ... |
| Topic: And down go the pieces, all over again |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 7
Views: 480
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 11:54 pm Subject: And down go the pieces, all over again |
my god.
this is pretty much sounding like a carbon copy of my life right now.
i wish i could help you...
*hugs* |
| Topic: Energy Drinks...and the weird effects |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 15
Views: 528
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 11:02 pm Subject: Energy Drinks...and the weird effects |
| i think i may have to try some of these. i used ot use caffeine pills last time i was seriously depressed...these sound a lot more fun! |
| Topic: Asperger and Bi-Polar |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 7
Views: 462
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Forum: Love and Dating Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 8:26 pm Subject: Asperger and Bi-Polar |
| as a bipolar myself, i understand your frustration, only because i have seen first hand what this can do to any relationship, be it a friendship or a romantic relationship. i wish there was some magi ... |
| Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 17497
Views: 233035
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Wed Oct 01, 2008 12:41 am Subject: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
-10 and then some.
crash and burn.
wanting to be dead. |
| Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 1944
Views: 59191
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Wed Oct 01, 2008 12:36 am Subject: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
dear you,
why aren't you here?
i'm in that place again...that bad place.
i need you to talk me down like you always do.
but i'll never ask for your help again...
you won't let me.
i won't let me ... |
| Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 17497
Views: 233035
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 10:22 pm Subject: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| i think at some point today, (maybe last night?) i know i made it briefly to a +10...my mood swings have become so off the scale, it's scary. now i'm heading right back down again...currently sitting ... |
| Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 1944
Views: 59191
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 1:46 am Subject: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
dear you (same old you)
i'm still in my euphoric state of hypomania.
i don't want to go to bed and miss anything...
everything is so wonderfully clear...
i just wish you could see it all too.
it' ... |
| Topic: Killing yourself |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 109
Views: 4692
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 12:41 am Subject: Killing yourself |
i've thought about it many times...too many times. not-so-serious-enough-to-actually-die attempts...a few.
i was lucky enough to find a friend who actually helped me deal with things and changed m ... |
| Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 17497
Views: 233035
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Forum: The Haven Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2008 12:31 am Subject: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
i'm now at -10...yay!
that's actually waaayyyy up.
i'm gonna be okay. ^_^ |
| Topic: Why do people complain when I don't move around in a solo? |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 9
Views: 396
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 1:31 pm Subject: Why do people complain when I don't move around in a solo? |
| i used to get tormented for the exact same thing. i would NEVER move on stage while performing. ever. i would find my place, and i'd just stand there and play. and sing. and that was it. the oth ... |
| Topic: I'm on my way |
sodarktheshadows
Replies: 13
Views: 387
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Forum: Getting to know each other Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 8:13 pm Subject: I'm on my way |
| thanks tim! that means a lot, actually. |
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