So of course my ladyfriend, who is hungry for a boyfriend, has latched onto one of two friends that I know that is more or less outside of her influence. And of course, she has a huge boner crush for him... for some reason.

This frustrates me for many reasons. Other than, he is one of my few friends that was out of her influence, and now is pretty much shoving herself into all situations concerning him. And now she is making him gifts and just rambling about him and trying to impress him. I am really hoping he is gay.

Still she frustrates me, because as far as I can tell, what with Asperger's and all, we might as well get together. Hell, we already live together and share chicken nuggets. I support her in her choice to go to school and she helps me with social situations. God damn, I just don't understand why I am good enough to be her bestfriend, but not to date. Is there something I am completely missing?

Sometimes I feel so utterly useless and pathetic.