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A Time For Me 10-14-2010 02:58 am Taupey's Blog
WHY do SOME PEOPLE ASSUME I am UNHAPPY and LOOKING for someone BECAUSE I am BY MYSELF and I am NOT currently IN a RELATIONSHIP?
This is ridicules beyond words...
ALL my LIFE I have always felt ALONE, I have been LOST but I have been WITH PEOPLE and I have DONE what was EXPECTED of ME, I have put EVERYONE FIRST and MYSELF LAST.
NOW, I am FINALLY ABLE to really CONCENTRATE ON MYSELF and BE MYSELF.
I have WANTED and WAITED to TO BE ME all of MY LIFE.
I would NOT TRADE this TIME in MY LIFE for ANYTHING in the World.
WHY is that SO HARD for SOME PEOPLE to UNDERSTAND?
NO, of course I don't WANT to be ALONE for the rest of MY life and I have NO DOUBT that SOMEDAY I will MEET the RIGHT PERSON for ME to LOVE and SPEND the rest of MY LIFE with.
But FOR NOW, I am ENJOYING this TIME ALONE, I am putting MYSELF FIRST, everything I DO is ABOUT ME and it's WONDERFUL!
So SOME PEOPLE really need to STOP ASSUMING things about ME, just BECAUSE it's what THEY themselves WANT, does NOT MEAN "IT'S" what I WANT as well.
I am NOT the TYPE of PERSON to go LOOKING or CHASING after SOMEONE, I NEVER have BEEN and I NEVER will BE. I NEED NO one to SUPPORT me, I NEED NO one to TAKE CARE of me and I NEED NO one to MARRY me.
I am NOT the one WHO is DESPERATE here...
So FOR anyone who THINKS THEY are DOING me a FAVOR, STOP FLATTERING YOURSELF, it's making YOU DELUSIONAL, really.
Yes, I AM somewhere "BETWEEN" JUVENILE and SENILE and that MAKES ME very HAPPY. :D