feels like the end now. it should, at least. why do i have to love her so much? my entire immune system falls on it's knees when she says goodbye. and i ain't know how long can i hold on. anyway. i miss her...i really do love her after a year. tried to find other people. but when you know who is the perfect one for you, you do not want someone else. keep strugglin' with this. and it ain't no easy.