Following some negative life changing events i have found myself currently in a pretty dark place. I am battling my second major depression and have recently come to realise i may have aspergers syndrome. I have always struggled making friends and maintaining relationships, it seems on the surface most people think im a nice guy but personaly i have always felt ive struggled connecting with people and to really get to know anybody, i just dont seem able to read or understand people. Shortly before christmas i split with my girlfriend who'm i loved dearly and the following months have seen me confused, depressed, lonely and desperate. Im not close to my parents for reasons i wont mention and both my siblings had left home before i was 8, but following my sisters wedding recently i have decided to reach out and accept any help they can offer. Here is my journey!