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Mental Stim 03-17-2007 08:42 pm SinsBoldly's Blog
Advancing human justice is why I strive.
It is how I address my outrage to what I have witnessed in my life.
Or is it just a mental stim that I doing to make my brain feel good, this thirst for justice?
I KNOW it bores the **** out of other people as I whine, whine whine about past tortures. But even if I were somehow magically compensated for all those outrages, if I were restored to whole and had a confident and loving upbringing - would I not have mentally stimmed myself with what ever I compulsively fixated on and obsessed about THAT too?
Of course, this is because I don't know if I had those outrages, but If I have, then that is probably why I am outraged all the time.
Well, that is interesting, is this thirst for justice just an aspie trait, an aspie trait with a little obsessive compulsive tossed in like herbs in a stuffing recipe?
And is WHAT we become 0bsessed and compulsive about. . does it really matter? do we just project some overwhelming noble purpose onto what is really a mental/thought stim. A 'stim' that is not of the limbs, but a stim of the thought processes.
"Inna BRAIN! I am stimming Inna BRAIN
no wonder folks think me insane is cause I'm stimming Inna BRAIN"