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My life to a new life
posted at 06:00 pm on 08-14-2006
Back on December 13, 1994, I was your average baby. I loved toys. I was fun. Until, I had my immunizations that contained thimerosal. Soon after that I acted strange. My behavior was bad. I met with a phychiatrist. She wanted to get me tested for Autism. About a week after the test, my mother worried. She found out I had Asperger's Syndrome. She was very afraid.
When it came time for pre-school, Mom put me in a private pre-school. I misbehaved and almost drowned a foreign kid.
I was placed in a handicapped pre-school. I flipped over tables. I ruiend other kid's belongings. I tore up school property.
One night I was beating up my brother. I was placed in a treatment center. Those people were mean to me. They were worse than drill sergeants. Those were ten long days. My mother finally took me out.
On my second year of pre-school was when when I had my first obsessions. I was obsessed with the song Jingle Bells and the color green. Thankfully, I was functioning enough to go to Kindergarten.
In Kindergarten, I was put with an aide. I was in Special Education for bad social skills. I knew the answer to every question. I didn't have any friends.
First Grade, was when I started improving every day. My social skills were getting better. I began to hit puberty. I was very emotional. Some nights I went off at Mom. I made a world record of a one hand partial dead lift. I was posted in a book.
Second Grade was when punishments really hurt. One day, my teacher was so mad she gave me a punishment for not focusing on my work. I misunderstood my work. I had F's all of the time. Math was really hard.
Third Grade was really easy. My teacher was very sweet. She took the time to learn more about me. She knew how to cope with the things I do. I had to move away because of my grandparents. They threatened to beat me until I was bleeding like a bloody soldier. My Dad had a job at Merck.
Fourth Grade I will never forget the people who picked on me for my weaknesses. Finally, I was out of the school. My new school was a whole lot better than the other. The kids were glad to meet me. I was obsessed with the military. I called people maggots. I was in trouble. The teacher was nice, but very strict. They put me with a darn aide again. Thankfully, that was over with.
Fifth grade went fine. Until I was on a bunch of medication. I acted very drunk like. I was in a gang. I got kicked out because I was being nice to others after being off the medication. I told the gang leader that niceness counts. I never payed attention to him again. The end of Elementary School came so fast. Every single one of those teacher were going to miss me. I was very smart and kind. The people around me thank me every day. My social skills were excellent. I didn't have a weakness. Maybe a little in some. I am your average kid. On the inside I am very strong. On the out I am getting muscles. I have a beginning of a new life.
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ugly noises
posted at 03:47 pm on 08-04-2006
Today, I have interests in things that Aspies hate. I have learned to like the EAS Alert Transmission, fire drills, and other things that have ugly noises to them. I concentrate on how valuable those things may be one day. For Example: The EAS can alert us in any situation that may be a serious emergency. That's how I learned to like it. I don't concentrate on the bad things about it like the ugly noise or the disturbing colors. They have to test it in case of an emergency one day to make sure it works.
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Talking ugly to a BFF
posted at 03:27 pm on 07-23-2006
Today, I am thinking about a girl who I talked ugly to. She was very nice to me and I jeopordized her family. I accept what I did wrong and I reflect on it. I already wrote an apology to her. When I get a chance to call her, I am going to commend her for being a good friend to me. What I have done was very illogical, and I am thinking of ways I can be a nice young lady with good manners and well-behaved.
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library
posted at 03:50 pm on 07-13-2006
My Dad and I went to the library today. I checked out some cool books on the Civil War, Rocks and Fossils, and How to Train a Kitten. I have the kitten training book because my Mom has a cat that misbehaves. It was a little library, but I found what I was looking for.
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Aspie
posted at 11:11 am on 07-12-2006
Today I made a new Aspie friend here on WP. I've never had a friend with Asperger's Syndrome. I've actually enjoyed Wrong Planet. The people went through most of the things that I went through. I am just a regular Aspie.
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