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I need to sort my life out
posted at 09:12 pm on 02-21-2006
As I now have no job or anything I need to sort my life out. However the time off from doing anything has given me time to reflect and think about what I really want to. I want to do a Masters in Biology and leave England. So I'm hopefully going to combine the two, I have an interview with my former tutor and with a careers advisor on Friday to look at my options and how to carry them all out and stuff. Hopefully they'll tell me that I can aim to do a Masters this year and not have to wait until next year. If I have to wait, I may just leave the country as I need to get away from GBR as I never have done. US seems like a good place to go. Not only that, I got such a harsh deal from my 1st full time job, I'd like to able to stick two fingers up at them. The mere thought of doing a Masters, leaving the country and recently discovering I had AS is making me realise who I am and what I am and this is making me happier. Now I just got to take this good stuff and do summat with it! See how far I can go...
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Valentine
posted at 05:08 pm on 02-14-2006
Today, its my mum and her husband's wedding anniversary, they have now been married for four years. While they were getting mushy over each other, I decided to watch some DVD's, eat lots of junk food and drink some booze. I am of the opinion that Valentine's day can be for us singletons as well as couples. I'm a bit like Bridget Jones at the moment and am quite happy with my situation. If someone were to come along then great but if not then I don't think I'd be too devastated at the moment. I've been single for over a year and a half now but thats all my own doing. My ex has asked me a certain number of times to get back with him (no bloody way) and I've been propositioned a few times and turned every one of them down as I felt that none of these individuals would make me happy. I'm actually quite easy to please, all I look for is someone who can accept me for who I am. I don't expect to be showered with gifts as I feel that they are empty gestures without real meaning behind them (unless the meaning is there). When I do see someone, I like them for who they are not what they can give and all I expect is the same in return. I've enjoyed Valentine's day today though as I have liked being on my own spoiling myself and I don't do that very often.
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News that shocked me
posted at 12:03 pm on 02-09-2006
I was woken up this morning by a phone call from my sister telling me that one of my old class mates from school was tragically killed in a car crash. Although he bullied me at school (he apologised for it in the end) and although I haven't seen him since before university, I was truly shocked by his death. At the age of 23 it was tragic. What makes it even more tragic was the fact that he has a child, and that child has now lost his daddy because his daddy thought it was big and clever to drive too fast. As a person, he was fairly harmless, wasn't violent or aggressive he was just an idiot and people did say that he would die an idiot. Chillingly they were right. It takes a tragedy like this to make you realise how fortunate you are to still be alive and to make the most of your life. You never think that something like this is going to happen to someone you know, whether you love them or hate them, until it actually happens and then the natural reaction is shock, I guess. I still can't believe he's dead, I just hope that his child grows to believe that it was a bad accident rather than his own stupidity that took his life.
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My ex is doing my head in and Ive dyed my hair black
posted at 08:05 pm on 02-02-2006
Me and my ex have been separated now for over a year. Yet he still phones me everyday. If he doesnt do that he sends me emails. We are still friends and, while I think its sweet, its also highly annoying. I split with him in november 2004 and here we are in feb 2006 and he still persists! I dont know what he wants, he is always talking to me about this girl he likes and, after that, brings up our relationship again and again and again. I dont get it, its over, its in the past, we've discussed it a million times, why cant he see this?
No more ex talk. Last week I dyed my naturally dark blonde hair to black (it shines blue in the sun woo hoo!) and have had it cut and layered to shoulder length and it looks fab! It will set me up nicely for when I go to job interviews very soon (I hope) just so long as I'm not sat next to a window on a sunny day otherwise the interviewer will get a bit of a shock. As will I. Once I get a job I can then focus on getting my own place so then my sister can come and live with me when she finishes uni.
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My first entry
posted at 09:17 am on 01-31-2006
I registered on wrongplanet.net yesterday after discovering it a week ago. I found it purely by chance when I was trying to get some info for a friend on AS as I can be bad at explaining things that have anything to do with me, however, if Im doing a speech or when I did oral presentations on a specific subject at uni, I was very good at them. Ive always been like that.
Im currently looking for a new job at the moment as I walked out of my last job. I was living in an area I didn't know as I only moved there for the job. The people at work seemed really nice. However there was this one guy at work who always seemed to have an issue with someone and would bully them and get others to participate with him. If you didnt participate in the bullying with him, he would then turn his nasty intentions to you. I found this out as this is exactly what happened to me. I dont agree with bullying hence I wouldnt take part. And because I didnt I became the one on the receiving end. Bearing in mind I was in an area where I had no friends or family, I decided to quit my job as I was also disgusted with others for condoning the bully's behaviour. So I have now left them to it, I now have 4 months experience in a laboratory and I will work in a place where I will be happier so the bully has actually done me a favour in a way. There you see this does have a happy ending. I hope to find a job as a lab technician or lab/research assistant and move on in my career from there.
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