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Living alone
posted at 04:04 am on 02-07-2009
Ever since diagnosis my family has crumbled, but stayed intact enough to manage without separation. I find it to be much as my fault as theirs. During this time we had both changed immensely... My changes in behavior in return changed theirs. Everything has changed so much.... To where it is no longer the same.
I miss the days where I could say I love you, without stuttering and mumbling. I don't know if I will ever be able to say it with complete honesty and confidence... Because everything has changed so much. My family, myself, to each other we are just shadows of what we used to be... I could tell a good friend, I could even tell a complete stranger I love them with less frigid behavior...
I hope living on my own will open up new opportunities for growth in means of communication for my family and I... I am at ends with being the failure in the family.
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