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I don't bite.
posted at 05:39 pm on 08-15-2009
Profile info is limited for space, but I'm always happy to get pms (I can't do online chat or chatrooms...my brain goes like a rabbit in headlights)
Would we get along? Well if you at least know who the Misfits are (bonus points for not just knowing who they are but being as mystified as me how the emo kids adopted them instead of TSOL or Black Flag as some kind of long lost greats), have a dark or at least warped sense of humour, would rather NOT talk about WoW or philosophy, have an open mind on tattoos and occasional use of swearing, and don't mind the fact that many years of bioscience have led me to have an incredibly low tolerance threshold for homeopathy etc...
and if you have read this far you could possibly also visit facebook where my username "for ease of searching" (facebook says so!) is louisidal.
Yes, the red picture on there is me, I changed colour hue, saturation and contrast.
If you add me on there, could you message saying from WP, so I know!
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Silent Disaster
posted at 08:34 pm on 04-24-2009
From despair to ?
I don’t know. Things and people I feared have turned out to be benign, whereas people I should care about leave me numb. There is a hole where my heart should be (figuratively speaking)
I haven’t been able to talk this week-orthodontist on Monday, managed to pierce the inside of my cheek repeatedly with wire and pliers, resulting in abscess. Aside from the pain, this is fantastic. I have not had to speak. Which has reduced my stress greatly. Plus I’m high on codeine.
I used to fantasise about having my vocal cords severed, leaving me mute. Or botoxed. As I can’t make family understand how much I hate to talk, something external is needed.
As nothing much I DO say is given much respect or credence, it could only be a good thing. But I have realised on-line I am similarly irrelevant. Constantly been presented with roles I can’t fit, and given more opportunities to fail.
Sometimes I think there are people who “adopt” a self diagnosis of AS, take on behaviours to justify it, but don’t have a real understanding of it. Having a diagnosis you didn’t “choose”, thrust on you is beyond their comprehension. And maybe I’m lower functioning than I’d like to admit.
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