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No one seems to understand
posted at 04:02 am on 02-07-2008
This is nothing autism related but it is something i feel cut up about. I have Diplopia and I know alot of people reading this would say 'big deal, get over it' but that makes it 10 times worst.
I do not want your sympathy I just desire understanding and acceptance that I am challenged in some areas, like everyone has their own problems.
So if anyone knows me here on Wrong Planet my typing accuracy is crummy and im not useing diplopia as an excuse. It is REAL. Please dont say "your stupid cause all you have to do is close both your eyes and type" how do you think that made me feel, useless?
I know alot of people here have a sensitive nerve about spelling so please forgive me in advance. I will try as best I can to correct before I send.
Kind Regards
Lonelybonesey
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I have a great idea!
posted at 04:58 am on 11-26-2007
I want 2 write a book, but not just any book its got to b weird and exciting! I shall name it
"the misconceptions of Miss I haven’t got a clue"
For this book shall reflect me well and true.
It will comprise of many chapters filled with my presumed strokes of brilliance in how I deem peoples mind to work. You see I have spent countless hours philosophising the meaning of life and have come to the conclusion that the meaning of life is to figure out what that bloody person staring back into your eyes is feeling and thinking. well I better get started this is going to take an astronomically large proportion of my spare time.
Its 2 bad I don’t have a job than I wouldn’t have to fantasies with these lame ideas of mine.
ah forgetwhole book thing i dont have enough time left to wright it anyway
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filling in the empty void
posted at 08:44 pm on 10-02-2007
Today im fed up of being a moopy loser so have started on my new ambition to learn how to read piano music instead of ear playing. Its a good thing i know how to read guitar music already, it helps me not 2 b tone deapth.
i have learnt : "yesterday" and 'all my loving" by the beetles, 'when the saints go marching', 'Greensleves' and a basic version of 'The entertainer". Been playing non stop.
Eventually i got so hungry so i allowed myself 2 eat a slice of multigrain bread with low fat cheese and a cup of cofee for breakface. I dont know why but i feel like my bodys turning it into fat right now, i better go 4 a long walk 2day.
Im not really fat (i think) im 156 centermeters tall and weigh 47 kg is that alot? I went 2 the libray yesterday and plucked 5 books on nutrition and exercise so i can improve myself a little.
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Where is my purpose?
posted at 07:31 pm on 10-01-2007
Im shore many of you have experienced the continual struggle to make progress in the work force. I cant seem to even get in. I think work would be a wonderful place but in my diar desire to fit in with society i have been rejected.
How is this possible? i am 18, I have my year 12 certificate, i have completed certificate 2 in hospitality, certificate 3 in Nutrition and dietetics. Done responsible service of alcohole and responsible conduct of gaming the list continues.
I have sent resumees off to employers, interviewed on phones, canvased, and even joined a job network service but i must have failed to show my worth to the potential employers.
I want to be a contributing member of society, the constant disapointments have made my behaviour irrational, i erupt like a volcano, i hit my head in despair, i cant eat nor sleep, the tears flow thick and heavy from my eyes as i ask the continuing question of why?
A job provides you with so much more than an income. It gives you a purpose, a reason to be proud of yourself. I could have real friends because of a common interest i shared with my work collegues. Im 18 i want full time work i dont want to stay studying at TAFE.
Come on someone give me a job.... before i lose my head
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We are a wonderful species
posted at 09:39 pm on 09-28-2007
To those who feel like outcasts
You are so valuable in the eyes of many, us the outcasts of society depend on other tortured creatures, for support and guidance, we need to stick together to avoid the pain of alianation.
We need safety, safty in numbers. we amaze ourselves with our detailed vebalisation of lifes hardships and also joys. We specialised in our fields of interest, we are strategic in our dealings with others
Please do not give in to lifes tragic moments rise above them be proud that you are an intelligent, unique being, if you do not fit in with others so what you simply have refused to follow the sheep.
I feel like im an old sole trapped in a young persons body. My head is full of knowledge and my past knows suffering that a much older person knows. I might call myself wise beyond my years. I long for a social belonging, to be part of the puzzle and fit. But i know im not alone. i may be a different species but im not the last of my kind. Theoretically people that feel and think the same as me must be a potential friend.
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Health nut taken extream
posted at 08:29 pm on 09-24-2007
My name is Nina im 18 and i attend TAFE. I would like to know if anyone has experienced an extream bout of Nutrition obsession that has resulted in countless hours being spent researching nutritional desieases. I find this takes me away from other people and i worry that i cannot say anything interesting to them because all i ever talk about is Nutrition.
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