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Rift In the Clouds
posted at 04:41 am on 10-13-2007
I feel oddly satisfied. My beautiful Sceletto Silber wrist-watch stopped working the other day, but I still feel a bit, well not exactly "light-headed", but somehow at peace. I suddenly feel like getting fit, maybe raise a child or two, and just take it easy. I can't imagine that this feeling would last for very long, but it's still a noteworthy, funny thing.
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A Solitude That Asks Nothing In Return
posted at 06:01 am on 10-06-2007
I feel a bit raped.
People adamantly refuse to stay at arms lenght away from me. The other day in the hallways they were all over me. I felt a need to hit them or something, but instead, I resorted to some twitching, and stomping the ground once. Very discomfiting.
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Still In the Dark
posted at 02:59 am on 09-22-2007
Well, well... I have the inofficial opinion of a professional, the opinion of my own mother and a high A.Q. all speaking "Aye".
On the other hand I'm very unfocused, at least at the moment.
I don't know. Maybe. The criteria aren't even very clear.
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Feel a Fear
posted at 03:20 am on 09-08-2007
I don't know if I'm just getting more anxious, or if there is actually much more people running around in the school's hallways now-a-days.
But I know I should try to stay away from it during "rush hour".
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So Long, And Thanks For All the Fish
posted at 02:27 am on 08-18-2007
I felt good about it. :')
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Break The Law
posted at 02:59 am on 07-21-2007
I won't be around for a while. Going overseas. Will be back.
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Nani ga deru ka na.
posted at 04:16 am on 07-14-2007
It takes too much effort to update a blog regularly. I've decided only to blog "when I feel like it" henceforth.
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Burly Heart
posted at 04:16 am on 07-07-2007
I dislike noise. Yet, oddly enough, there is something about loud people with a matching body size that I tend to not dislike at all. This is most true if they also happen to be humble or merry, or something to that effect. Strange. Small loud people are always -with only few exceptions - annoying.
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Keep Yourself Alive
posted at 05:15 am on 06-30-2007
Observe. Endure.
Do not die for the mere sake of dying itself. It will never be too late to die. No one will tell you: "Sorry, you can't die anymore. You're too late!"
So you might as well stick around till the coaster stops.
It is said that: "For a moment she (Man) endures, without resisting, the vast onslaught of the Universe."
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Riches In Me
posted at 04:57 am on 06-23-2007
I've always found it difficult to eloborate my thoughts.
part 2-
Apperently I've got an IQ of 132 (add or subtract 5).
Well, a world of good it's done me...
The whole concept of IQ is childish. It's used for bragging and manipulation. Sure, it might be useful in determining who needs "special attention" during early education, but for adults? Bah. I would likely read more importance into that number if it was lower.
Sure, it might be fairly accurate for some certain areas, and that's the whole point of it - the way it should be interpreted. But making it out to be a number in absolute correlation with how "Good" a person is overall, as has been - and is still being - done, is ludicrous.
Well, I've got more to do today, so I'll stop right here.
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Holy Orders?
posted at 04:27 am on 06-16-2007
There are so many You-Shall. "You-Shall have ambition", "You-Shall marry", "You-Shall raise offspring" . . .
Why? "To honor your elders."
Do I want to? "You-Shall honor your elders."
And if I don't? "Then you are a bad person."
And what if I am? "You-Shall not want to be."
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Why? "For love."
Why? "You-Shall love."
What is "love"? "Providing for a family and honoring your elders."
Is that so? "Yes."
For certain? "All is certain."
I'm not sure... "You-Shall be sure."
That wasn't a question! "You-Shall respect me."
What is respect? "Obedience."
Is that so? "Yes."
For certain? "All is certain."
But is it - certain? Is it?
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The God bites His lip in Chagrin
posted at 03:34 am on 06-09-2007
The evolution-theori is beautiful. It's elegant, vibrant, coherent, serene, as smooth and soft as ever a breeze, as warm and welcoming as ever a woman, and just plain beautiful.
Creationism / Intelligent Design and their ilk on the other hand. . . It's ugly. It's crude, inconsistent, stale, hostile, frightening, ruthless, useless, and just plain ugly.
This is merely an aesthetic stance of mine, so please don't scream at me.
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Make Oneself
posted at 04:16 am on 06-02-2007
I'm still uncertain of wether or not I "belong" here. My investigation is still in an early stage; I mainly gather information. After I turn 18 years of age I will attempt a more thorough analysis, while minding the Medical TextBook (MTB) effect, of course. That I wait has nothing to do with law; rather it is simply a date that is already marked, making it a seemingly "suitable" one.
The wait is another try at eliminating MTB-effect.
I shall also look into Schizoid Personality Disorder; as it seems somewhat similar; and my knowledge of it is rather limited: It has yet to be ruled out.
However, I rather enjoy it here, so I might stick around a while regardless of results.
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good luck
posted at 02:10 am on 05-26-2007
The girl to whom no-one speaks (seriously, even I am spoken to more often, and I have done nothing to conceal my dislike of them) is changing schools. She looked very sad the other day, so I wished her good luck, upon which she smiled and said "thank you". I hope she won't develop a destructive mindset.
I find it right ironic how I - rather than one of the talkative NTs - remain the only to say something.
Perhaps great confidence makes prone to cut corners. 'Tis a pity that said corners, in a social context, tend to be people.
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Heaven or Hell? Let's rock!
posted at 07:04 am on 05-19-2007
Geh... I can't stop my mind from racing. It will make me miserable like all other times it has raged on for a while.
Still, I don't really want it to slow down. I just wish it didn't burn and deconstruct everything like this. On the other hand, that's the whole point, isn't it? Oh, I don't know. I'll keep thinking about it, though, despite my "Oh, I don't know.".
Ideals don't work for me. I couldn't stop thinking in Paradise itself.
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