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My day
posted at 11:14 am on 02-20-2008
I woke up today, watched a movie, The Outsiders. I couln't get in to to it. Seeing those punks on the screen made me want to go berserk. I don't like popular people. They make my skin feel like the have insects crawling in them. I work at a unversity as a cook. So I deal with people like this all the time. The whole establishment makes me mad. On the good news front. I have my imagination and my mind. No one can have that. It's mine. My secret garden. When I feel bad, or when I'm confused, I will have that sanctuary. I find the world a war zone. There is so much chaos. I know that no matter, my head is the bunker. I am at war with my neurology. I am the one in the word at odds with everyone else. I'mm the odd one out. But my mind is the sanctuary. I try to be proud of being an aspie. Most days I am. But some days I find it difficult. I am not so much sad about being aspie, I am disallusioned with the world. I'm tired of people treating us like we are the freaks. I think when the world stops be selfcentered, I hope we will get a fair deal. Aspies need to stick together. You are my sanctuary. I thank you.
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my slump
posted at 01:28 pm on 05-12-2006
today and last night I have been in a slump.
I went grocery shoping and got overwhelmed then I went to the movie store and had trouble picking out a movie. I got really upset with my self. I seem to go through this a lot.
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movie of the day
posted at 04:47 pm on 05-11-2006
Today I watched a movie I haven't seen in sooo long, Hook with robin williams. Even though I havent seen it in ages, I in usual aspie fashion remembered all th great lines. my fav "maggot burger with flies on the side"
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