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posted at 07:35 pm on 03-30-2006
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posted at 07:35 pm on 03-30-2006
this morning my mom coughed on my serial and then said she never did
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My father is threathening to throw me out of the house.
posted at 03:04 pm on 03-30-2006
My father is threathening to throw me out of the house. Because i said ididnt want them talking to this other counseling place he is really mad, and if dont get in to the place hell throw me in an instition. what a jerk, he became really mad. He says we have some kind of deal, i was on psyciatric medication when it happened and being held against my will
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My dad turned into a loon today
posted at 08:19 pm on 03-29-2006
My dad turned into a loon today. Some contractor wouldn't cut down some trees, and his face turned beat red and cursed and ranted and would'nt calm down for about and hour. i wasnt the target of his anger. this time.
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My dad turned into a loon today
posted at 08:19 pm on 03-29-2006
My dad turned into a loon today. Some contractor wouldn't cut down some trees, and his face turned beat red and cursed and ranted and would'nt calm down for about and hour. i wasnt the target of his anger. this time.
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Wed Mar 15, 2006 10:04 am
posted at 09:59 am on 03-27-2006
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 10:04 am Post subject: I need advice Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
Im sorry to bother everyone but i need advice. I'm in a very bad situation. My father is physically abusive. Just today he threathend me with a knife. I asked him put a bottle of vitamins off to the side, and he didnt', i asked politly again and he starts spoitting all sorts of riduculus irrevlant nonsense, saying mostly nothing and being belligenrent doing so. i tell him stop your making no sense and he assumes an attack posture with a butcher knife. He then goes and immediatly lying ands says something completelly differrent happened. he used all sorts of manipulative verbal garbage and then gets child like with the dog. this is'nt the first time either. i tap him to get his attettion, i start to forgive him for being a jerk and he cracks one accross my face. hes constantly threating to throw me in the street or an instiition if i dont like his "magnamanomous" treatment of me. he complains constantly about how costly food, medical etc is but it didnt stop him from buying a new sports car and big screen tv, Mad right after he was laid off his job. He has no problem grabbing and shoving me around especially when he hears something he doesnt like wich doesnt even involve him.
thats just the tip of the iceberg. i wish i could explain better thats just the most recent stuff.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 10:30 am Post subject: Reply with quote
Hi, I am saddened to hear of the way your father is treating you.. Are you under 18? Is there another relative who you might be able to talk with, or maybe live with ? He has no right to treat you this way, and I am concerned for you, and for your safety. Are you in the US? If you have other siblings in the home, who are also being mistreated, you should contact Children's Services..Your father is overwhelmed with many things, but none of them are your fault. He is just overwhelmed and without answers for himself.. Your safety and well-being is the top priority right now..Do not go through this alone, someone is going to help you.Talk with a counselor at school, a nurse at school, a teacher, they are ther to help you...Peace.....
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 10:36 am Post subject: Reply with quote
You are not bothering anyone hyperion, this is what the Haven is for. I think the way your dad treats you is absolutely shocking. Where are you based and are there others you can stay with? I think you should seriously consider talking to a professional counsellor as they may be able to help you and make sure you are safe as I do not feel that you are safe with your father if he continues to treat you like this.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 10:48 am Post subject: Thanks. Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
Thanks. My problems is i dont know who would believe me. My dad is a extreme pathological liar he
is very convincing to strangers(not to me). Im about the same size as he is, but the knife to me by suprise, im more worried that hes gonna pull some kinda thing and shove into some kinda "home" and leave me with nothing. My relatives probaly could'nt take me on, and my state has the worst dyfs in the country
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:17 am Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
additional problem i was put on medication that hurt my memory, i have right things down as soon as they happen
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:25 am Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
after a while things seem to be not so bad, until it happens again, my thoughts just fuzz out after a while, and i think well maybe he do something decent
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:42 am Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
rushfanatic wrote:
Hi, I am saddened to hear of the way your father is treating you.. Are you under 18? Is there another relative who you might be able to talk with, or maybe live with ? He has no right to treat you this way, and I am concerned for you, and for your safety. Are you in the US? If you have other siblings in the home, who are also being mistreated, you should contact Children's Services..Your father is overwhelmed with many things, but none of them are your fault. He is just overwhelmed and without answers for himself.. Your safety and well-being is the top priority right now..Do not go through this alone, someone is going to help you.Talk with a counselor at school, a nurse at school, a teacher, they are ther to help you...Peace.....
my brother is in college
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:45 am Post subject: Re: Thanks. Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
hyperion wrote:
Thanks. My problems is i dont know who would believe me. My dad is a extreme pathological liar he
is very convincing to strangers(not to me). Im about the same size as he is, but the knife to me by suprise, im more worried that hes gonna pull some kinda thing and shove into some kinda "home" and leave me with nothing. My relatives probaly could'nt take me on, and my state has the worst dyfs in the country
or maybe he will do something really nasty my mind is fuzzing out again.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:49 am Post subject: Reply with quote
I remember you mentioning the problems with your memory in a previous post. You say you have to write things down as they happen, I think it would be worth asking a professional counsellor if you could use what you have written as evidence provided its dated, unless you have a dated diary in which case you wont have to do that.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 11:56 am Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
I forgot to mention hes taken all my finances. my college fund was about half or all the cost of the sports car.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 1:15 pm Post subject: Reply with quote
Is there any way you could move in with your brother while he's at college?
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 1:39 pm Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
pyraxis wrote:
Is there any way you could move in with your brother while he's at college?
thats a thought i dont envy. my brother was(is) a spoiled impish brat, my dad let him away with everything cuz he could chase a ball around field. My brother spends allmost all of his availble time drinking and gambling.(what a shock). Eventually my dad did the doing the same crud to him that he did me at the very end before he left, and never figured out why he doenst do much of anything. i seem to recall the term is passiv-agressive, My bro only does enough to not get yelled at, hes pretty much on the path to turning into my father.
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further, my brother has zero compunction against doing anything physical to me, he came home for spring break started a fight with me and i was blamed. he picked me up and slammed me against the wall,(see a pattern?) hes also alot stronger than i am. and feels no obligation toward me whatsoever. My dad perversly thinks hes helping me
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Something occurred to me,(happens very rarely) my father is constantly talkin more and about moving to some place in the middle of no where in whole other state, uhm that would be bad right?
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 2:28 pm Post subject: you need the cops Reply with quote
Hyperion:
You need the cops.
Sorry, hyperion, but that's the bottom line.
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Hyperion:
You need the cops.
Sorry, hyperion, but that's the bottom line.
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i have no idea of the outcome, i live in the most screwed up legal jurisdiction on the planet. they might take one look at me, nuerologic condition, psych drugs, miserable verbal skills and mind in a general state of fraggitute and decide im the bad guy. HEs the most prodigious pathological liar on the planet in the past i nearly did call the cops but, ithought maybe he come around, and the state had(has) worst family services on the planet, i should clarify im 24 i really weak mentally and physically. he ignores me for months on end, i try talking to him and say the wrong thing and he go nuts his face, most of the time he storms off. looks golum trying strangle a hobbit, i begg all the time help me out and he tells me to shut up or gives me a fake yes i helping you. Its only my mother that moderates him. im talking to a counseler tommorow. about what im able to recall there been 3-4 5? incidents wheres he really gotten physical with me never with a knife before though like he made like he was gonna stab me and then pulled back, i cant say how bad is bad. He is incredbly verbally abusive at the drop of hat, he'll be talking about regular stuff and if i respond, not even about him, in a manner that displeases him he'll turn into gollum face, drag go on and on and about ridulace stuff you cant answer, storm off and get really child like with dog
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 3:30 pm Post subject: Re: you need the cops Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2006 9:56 pm Post subject: Reply with quote
Hi, My heart goes out to you...What might help you is to tape record or videotape his actions..Keep it in your room, out of his view...You need validation of what is going on.....Do you have a case manager? At your age, your father needs to respect you for you being you. You should not have to fear this man, he needs serious help now.. Your mom is also in need of help, as she should protect her children, as well as herself. You are in our thoughts..Peace...Please keep us in contact with what is happening, ok? As a mom, there are not enough words to describe the anguish I feel for you, as your parents must defend you, not berate and threaten you..
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PostPosted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 12:36 pm Post subject: It gets worse. Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
I did see a counselor, just not the one i was expecting. The very next day my said why we go done to the hospitpal and talk with a doctor(not the as counseling center that was after my first mistake) we got there my mom told the counselers there a pack of lies and was your coming with us or your coming with us[/b] . I was sent to a fricking mental institute. no one believed a word i had to say,
about the knife my being abused my medical history, my bad reaction to all those classess of drugs. nothing. NO Nurse or doctors were ever availbe they never did squat were reallly stupid, listened to nothing you had to say, and if you complained to much they threathend to put you in the (quiet) ie (secure room) ie (prison cell) or just committ you and keep you there forever. I pretty much had to sell my soul to get out that place(not ruling out actually having sold my soul the risperdal depokoate combo really knocked me for a loop and afffect my mind and judgement(why cant i get away from these drugs hated them my whole life)
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My health is being jepordized being on ativan depokoate and risperdal my vision is blurred my mind and judgement affected, balance off, head feels like concrete and on top of this i have a fatty liver.
When I was put on risperdal, wich practically put me into a convulsion, so they shot me up with thorazine, where i had spend an entire day in the secure room with two biggest nutbars of all time, i was fainting the whole time blurred, vision diminished thinking, massive head pressure, my eyes make me look stoned.
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WHen i came home my aunt started to believe me but then my mother shot her a look say don't believe and that was the end of that
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I did see a counselor, just not the one i was expecting.
Will you be able to meet the counsellor
you were expecting to see?
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PostPosted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 8:16 pm Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
yes i willl be able to meet the right counselor
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My question is how do i get off these horrid mind numbing drugs and get free of my parents.
i have the number for as housing
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i'm sorry did i wierd any one out? It really happened and things really are horrible for me. It was like being kicked when i was down.
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PostPosted: Mon Mar 27, 2006 8:44 am Post subject: thank you all so much Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
thank you all so much Smile you have been so supportive. i just dont know where to turn. my relatives wont believe me, and the counsloling place meets only once a month. I figured it out, it's about the controll for him. he hates what he cant controll i try to break free and he pulls some kinda of stunt. His life went nowhere so he is stealing mine.
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Yesterday
posted at 09:07 am on 03-27-2006
Yesterday my dad was driving us home from the park, and he made an illegal left hand turn, he cut someone off
nearly collided with the other person and turns into a maniac and starts cursing. he never recognised that it was his fault blamed the other person and my mom and me for telling him said every one was against him, and then gave the nasty silence bit. Later he fake said he sorry
early that day he was in remorse mode he was fake super happy and bought me new headphones. I looked him up, he looks like a dead ringer for borderline personality disorder.
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