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I do it all wrong, always
posted at 03:33 am on 09-06-2009
I guess that is how it is for me. I always make the wrong kind of posts. The thread I started here was deleted because I put someone else's quote on it from another site. The PM from the mod seemed to suggest that I was attacking someone. I wasn't. I was the one getting attacked. But that's not the point. I do it wrong, everything I do isn't right anymore. It's probably something in me. I'm never a good enough writer or a nice enough person and I'm never good enough for the RPs and they always like the other person better, always they are better than me even though I write good but without creativity. This is hell for me, even here my thread is deleted because I did it wrong. That's thrice already. I'm so, so embarrassed. The people on this site are actually able to make friends with each other. I don't know how to start and I'm afraid that I'm not smart enough or snappy or eloquent enough to converse in a way that makes it fun for people.
I try and I'm hopeful but three times have I been stung today and the truth is all I'm living for are the RPs I'm in. My DS is broken and I suck at games and I want to die because I'm f-ing hurt and I'm too stupid and slow to deal with it.
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