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Will I EVER be happy again?
posted at 04:22 pm on 12-08-2010
I have struggled with bipolar and depression ever since I was 16. In October I lost one of my friends when she falsely accused me of "forcing a friendship" on her. I wasn't forcing it on her. I just wanted to hear from her again and see how she was doing. She told me that she's moved on and basically went down her own path. Later that day I had a total meltdown and actually contemplated suicide, like putting a plastic bag over my head or driving my mom's car off a bridge (even though I don't have a license). But the only reason I didn't do any of those things that was because I knew my mom and grandma would be devastated if I did commit suicide. It may seem overdramatic but I felt when I lost my friend, it was the end of the world for me. When things don't go my way, I feel that all is lost. I know this is not good. What do I do?
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What a day it's been
posted at 10:02 pm on 03-12-2010
It's been one ca-razy day today--not bad, just out-of-the-ordinary. First some kid (purposely) pulled the fire alarm at school, and we all had to stand outside in the rain. Then the power went out during 7th period, and they had to announce the buses via walkie talkie instead of the intercom. On top of that, my bus gets stuck in traffic on the way home, and I arrive 25 minutes late. I'm SO exhausted right now, you just don't know *lol*.
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Things are looking up--at least for now anyways
posted at 08:50 pm on 03-08-2010
I'm on a new medication and it seems to be doing wonders for me. My mood has improved, I can control my anger much easier, and I don't have as huge of an appetite as I used to. Let's hope it continues to work.
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I love the holidays!
posted at 11:00 pm on 12-27-2009
I just LOVE the holidays! This year I got a Wii and Mario Party 8 to go with it. But what I'm really looking forward to is visiting my cousins in Hagerstown for New Year's. It a long drive, (1 hour 45 min,) so were gonna stay overnight. It's gonna rock!
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