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The greatest hour in the darkest hour
posted at 10:13 am on 11-06-2008
Two days ago Senator Barack Obama was voted President Elect and while it feels my heart with great happiness and pride to be an American I am very ashamed to be an American on this dark day, fore sevearl states have wrote oppression and discrimination into their constitutions. My great nation has both taken a step forward towards equality for all yet has also closed her eyes and taken a step back into the darkness of our blood, hated stained past. As I sit here today typing I see no other alternative than to prepare for war, not a war of swords or spears but a war of daggers which are the words spoken by the people of my great nation.
The blood of my brothers and sisters shall from this day be spilt into the streets for all to see from the daggers from both my own mouth and from the mouths of my friends. In this day I wish to cry and wash the blood away but the time for tears has not yet come, fore a war is ready to erupt and cosume this land a land of which I call home and land fore which I wish to protect.
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Just a few random thoughts
posted at 07:21 am on 08-24-2008
Sometimes I wish to destroy that which is called humanity with a single swing of a sword, I do hate to say this but those of my own kind drive me mad sometimes. I suppose I am mainly talking about NTs they take for granted so much and they never seem to care that they hurt me however their have been a few exception. I wish I knew why NTs cannot show empathy toward me yet demand I feel it for them.
I wish that for but a day I could become telepathic and make the NTs around me feel what I feel, not out of spite but so they might learn how I feel. Perhaps maybe if they understood how and why what they do hurts me they will stop. Yet I won't get my hopes up even to this days people oppress others for stupid reason like another person is a black they are instantly lower on the totem pole, or if they are gay they are evil vile sinful monsters etc. I have a hard time seeing how one person can place themselves above another we are all sinful humans not one of us is above another.
I believe that aspies are the re-evolutionary manifestation of what NTs will become next. From what I understand we have been the movers in many instances throughout history that has caused the human race to take huge leaps forward. After Adam and Eve ate of the forbidden fruit humans became aware of good and evil, often choosing the quick and pleasures associated with evil over the stead beating pleasure of walking the straight and narrow. I think as time passed we started to de-evolve into what we are now because as a race we acted quite stupid. So perhaps aspies are the next step up the latter instead of down it or perhaps we have genetics similar to our ancestors???
If we really are evolving back up the latter again then it stands to reason that there will be less and less NTs and more aspies however this process could take another ten million years till we see a great change. On another note it might not happen NTs are so very afraid of anything different than them that they have taken up arms against those with autism calling for "cure" lead by that b***h Jenny Mccarthy and the devil's pawn Austin Speaks.
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Selfish
posted at 10:44 am on 08-15-2008
I am such a selfish person I never think about those things I take for granted like walking, and eating. I never think gee I am so lucky no I take life's great blessings and I totally forget about them and say gee I want this or I want that. I feel so terrible my wants cause others pain that is not acceptable. Instead of wanting this and that I should want to help others so their lives are filled with more happiness but no my wants for earthly things says you need stuff, OMG I think I could cry all day.
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Pain
posted at 11:15 am on 08-12-2008
Lately I have felt so bad, I have less energy I am not horny, and I am having meltdowns more often. I think Taz is a nice person but she does not get it that I am not going to respond to "normal therapy" it just won't work. When George was around I had a way to vent my feelings and emotions and I could relax but with Taz I don't trust her enough to do that. It hurts all my emotions bottled up inside me, feels like I have a great storm trying to come out. Sometimes I just want to die the pain is so great I can't handle it.
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