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3:15 no sleep
posted at 03:27 am on 07-05-2009
agitated, can't sleep. depression feeds on itself. got to stop looking outside of myself for explanations. it's just more depressing, I go in circles, confuse myself, can't find the source. why do I fight sleeping?? sometimes it feels like I fight things that could help me. I push love away, find fault, pick at it. hormones, vitamins, exercise, food... too much to ask, can't find the energy for it, I choose to conjure excuses. what drives this perversity in me?? are the scrips the problem or the solution -- how can I tell?
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