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Cheerlessleader
Serial Thread Killer
Joined: Mar 07, 2007
Posts: 1826
Location: Adelaide
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Dear everyone on WP (especially the mods),
I'm really sorry for the way I acted when I first came here. I'm sorry for yelling at the trolls and threatening them when I really wasn't in the position to do so. I'm sorry for creating the "Rants" thread, now I realise that it made me seem like I thought I was in charge here. All I've been doing here is using all of you as a verbal punching bag. There is no excuse for the way I acted. I'm especially sorry to those of you who I have personally attacked in the past (you know who you are). I hope you can all forgive me.
Yours sincerely, CL.
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Angnix
Velociraptor
Joined: Nov 02, 2007
Age: 26
Posts: 456
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| Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:27 am Post subject: |
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Dear people around me who knew I had AS:
I understand many of you do not see it as label and hide it because you want to fit in. So you refuse to tell anyone else, though I appreciate the many social skills tips over the years, because of that I can hold a decient conversation with someone.
I understand some of you already assumed I knew about it, you did nothing wrong.
All it would have taken however would have been one person explain it all to me. I felt like a freak all my life and there was no one else out there that went through the same struggles as I did. I would have also known I was not crazy and would have never ended up going through the nightmare of the mental hospital and the anguish of thinking I was crazy.
I understand now society looks down on us and we hide who we are. I was much happier when I was open about who I was. I will reach that point again, now just knowing why I get strange looks sometimes.
I just would have liked to know sooner, that is all.
(I'm starting to feel better about this, but that still had to come out.)
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aspergian_mutant
Learning to Walk
Joined: Oct 28, 2004
Posts: 1486
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Thank you for listening to this rant.
Enough Said,
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ebec11
Missing In Action: Innocence
Joined: Jan 18, 2008
Posts: 5251
Location: A Bubble in the Ocean
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| Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 7:31 pm Post subject: |
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Dear You
I think I'll always hate you
I don't hate many people, but you deserve hatred
Who can verbally and emotion abuse a little girl for four horrible years
Who can throw a baby against a wall and crack it's head?
How could a father figure do those sorts of things and blame somebody else for them?
Why did you hurt me like that?
I was innocent - I just loved you, and you betrayed that trust
I love you, but I hate you
From Me
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MartinMartian
Tufted Titmouse
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Joined: May 26, 2008
Age: 20
Posts: 45
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| Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 8:41 pm Post subject: |
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Dear everyone who ever 'knew' me.......
You didnt. I was so much more and so much less than everything you saw. |
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aspergian_mutant
Learning to Walk
Joined: Oct 28, 2004
Posts: 1486
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| Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:38 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Me:
You really need to some how find a way to control the feelings that you feel with out prescriptions or chemicals,
I know much of it is simple loneliness that I can not help due to my social deficits making it incredibly hard to find just even a real friend or harder still a mate, but its ridiculous that at times for no reason at all you feel these intense deep feelings and just cant seem to turn them off. this tells me they are chemical in nature, imbalances in body chemistry, and I hate them, its not like the ups and downs of bi-polars, its a more down the lines of a flat numb or anxiety's that wear me down into fits of depressions that at times last for YEARS, herbal meds do not seem to work as well and I have tried many over the years, in fact it became one of my specialties because of this problem, what am I to do? I hate this on going relentless Issue, about the only times I get breaks are the rare times I get to enjoy the burning desires of an new all consuming relationship that I feel safe in by knowing they feel the same burning desires for and about me, or when my child wakes up with a bright shining smile making me forget the rest of the world and my self.
(ponder)(scratch scratch)(ponder ponder)
perhaps this is why my ex-girlfriend jumps from relationship to relationship,
new flame to new flame, so often and so quickly. |
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lisa81
Phoenix
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Joined: Jun 07, 2008
Posts: 642
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| Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 4:42 am Post subject: |
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Dear Family,
I don't understand why you're not here for me although you're around. I wish you'd give me some me time and stay with my baby while I unwind and re charge to be supermom again. You think cause he's mild that everything is ok... you think that I'm this strong person who can do it all and then some. I'm only human. |
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Delirium
Phoenix
Joined: Nov 25, 2007
Age: 18
Posts: 649
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| Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 5:36 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Sara,
f**k you. You are a malevolent dwarf and you look like you're hideously deformed. I could use your forehead as a projector screen. Your activities all blow and everybody hates you. Also, the fact that you get bitchy about the clutter in my room is hilariously ironic considering your room is crammed full of your stuff. In short, you're a shitty dorm staff.
Dear Naomi,
You're an anal-retentive harridan with a jaw that could be used to cut diamonds. You're also a shitty dorm staff.
Dear everybody in my English class,
Jesus tapdancing Christ, just because our teacher can barely keep us under control doesn't mean that it's okay to show up unprepared, never do the homework, and treat class like a social hour (I'm especially looking at you, Seth, Sophie, Ethan, Miles, and Lauren). I'm the only one who even bothers to do any work for the class, so don't sit there and bitch when you fail the tests. You brought it on your own damned selves.
Dear the Catholic Church,
Get with the f***ing times. Also, the day I let some old celibate guy give me advice on sex is the day that I ask David Duke for advice on race relations.
Dear fundie Christians,
Jesus died for your sins, not mine. Oh yeah, and he's not coming back. You can relax now.
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patypixie
Raven
Joined: May 22, 2008
Age: 18
Posts: 102
Location: Mexico City
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| Posted: Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:00 pm Post subject: |
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Dear people in WP
Im sorry for being so silent in here,you know,my english is very bad and sometimes I have troubles talking with the people.Sometimes I wish that I could talk more and being a more friendly girl,like the normal people.
Dear You:I hate you for leaving mom alone in the hard times.For hating and leaving alone a little girl,just for being different,I hate you for all the verbal abuse.Maybe one day God will forgive you.But sorry,I cant.The damage in my life was too big
Yours,Me
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Most faithful my love
Feathers on my breath |
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Delirium
Phoenix
Joined: Nov 25, 2007
Age: 18
Posts: 649
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| Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:22 pm Post subject: |
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| patypixie wrote: | Dear people in WP
Im sorry for being so silent in here,you know,my english is very bad and sometimes I have troubles talking with the people.Sometimes I wish that I could talk more and being a more friendly girl,like the normal people.
Dear You:I hate you for leaving mom alone in the hard times.For hating and leaving alone a little girl,just for being different,I hate you for all the verbal abuse.Maybe one day God will forgive you.But sorry,I cant.The damage in my life was too big
Yours,Me |
Your English is actually quite good. You do need to put a space after a comma or period, but other than that, it's pretty decent. I've seen worse from people whose native language is English.
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CockneyRebel
Sid The Love Rat is a Sweet Pea :O)
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 34
Posts: 21106
Location: Out in the evening, with me two best Rat Mates :O)
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To that upper class woman who snubbed me, yesterday. I hope you're satisfied, after the pain that you've put me through, yesterday morning. You don't talk about disabled people like that, when they're in your presence, and they can hear every last word that you say. You made me feel ashamed that I'm a "Cockney" who was actually born in Canada. Why would I respond to you, if you don't even put in the small effort, that it takes to understand a Canadian born person, who speaks with an English accent? I feel ashamed to be a Canadian, but I'll always be proud of my Cockney accent and London related obsessions, that tie in with my accent.
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Nico
I'm Miss World
Joined: Sep 29, 2006
Posts: 1877
Location: Cheshire, UK
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| Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 1:53 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Nico,
Stop thinking, stop talking and just shut up.
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Yellow-bellied Woodpecker
Joined: Mar 26, 2008
Age: 36
Posts: 57
Location: Illinois
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| Posted: Thu Jun 12, 2008 2:22 am Post subject: |
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Dear #1
Get off your ass and do what you know you need and have to do,
you keep thinking of taking the easy way out when you know damn well its not the right way to go.
Things are not going to just up and drop in your lap and go your way, its a damn hard road and you know it,
No one is going to help you, in fact you have no one at all in your life that can help and be supportive of you,
you can only do this one step at a time, SO GET MOVING SOLDIER, MOVE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT. |
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sodarktheshadows
Velociraptor
Joined: Nov 06, 2007
Posts: 420
Location: Toronto, Canada
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| Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2008 12:32 am Post subject: |
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dear you,
i don't really think i have anything more to say to you.
ever.
you took away the 'happy' that i struggled so hard for.
it's not really gone, but extremely diminished.
you said things that really hurt me.
i just didn't tell you how much.
i just took the blame on me, as usual. it's easier.
but i can't keep doing this.
you drive me crazy.
i love you and hate you at the same time, and it's killing me slowly.
but i can't talk to you about it, because you don't want to listen, don't want to understand...and then i start to wonder if you really even care about me anymore?
i don't have any answers anymore.
i just want to cry. but i can't. i'm sorry.
me.
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aspergian_mutant
Learning to Walk
Joined: Oct 28, 2004
Posts: 1486
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| Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2008 12:51 am Post subject: |
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Dear You know who.
I know I said some hurtful things,
but you would not communicate with me and I needed you
to understand what you was doing to me and how it made me feel.
and I needed to understand you and your whys and what fours,
I needed us to find a way to be reasonable with each other and give
our selves a way out we both could have agreed too.
You tried to take away the only thing I had left to believe in and live for,
leaving me in the dark was and is one of the worst things you could have ever done,
If you ever was to talk to me, I mean honestly ever talk, you
would find me vary open and willing to listen and understand,
each by our selves we may not have any answers, but together we would,
its never to late unless we give up on trying or one of us dies,
If I hurt you I know how to help undo the damage,
but I would need you to do the same for me,
it all starts with trust and communications and faith.
but in the mean while, because of the deepening silence, I grow
more and more leery and fearful of you,
and at this time, yes, I love and hate you both as well,
we done this to each other due to the lack of our communications. |
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