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nightbender
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 Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2008 10:45 pm Post subject: im stuck and i want out. |
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i am growing increasingly frustrated with my health, living situation life....
i am stuck on medication i dont want to be on, stuck with a family that has brought me constant woe suffering grief and disaster. i have no job, no education not much in the way friends, my health is trashe, my nuerocognitive and nueropsycological process is shot(i can think things out and dont know what i want). i was really despondatn the last couple weeks till my parents took me to the beach and i baked in the sun a while, so now i am not depressed just frustrated and aggravated. It seams every time i try to extricate my self from the sick situation, it results in negative consequences to me. Whats going on is so wrong on so many levels.
I should point out my family has been severly abusive to me on repeated accasions and used my reaction as a means of having me psychiatricly hospitalized.
They arent abusive to me right at this moment but im not presenting aspergers or anything unique to me.
I should point out my memory is severly poor so i cant remeber anything beyond one second ago. I can only remeber vaguely the things that led up to this. |
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Gifted-Monster
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Joined: Jun 13, 2008
Age: 19
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| Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2008 10:48 pm Post subject: |
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Leave.
Tip off child services to suspected abuse.
Point and laugh.
Torch house.
Start a new life in line with how you want to live. I recommend moving far away.
Being an Aussie, I want Canada or Britain. You might consider Europe. Some of the countries there seem quite helpful in regards to neurological, psysiological, cognitive and etc gifts. |
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Jude
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Nightbender,
I understand completely! The memory problems you're having is probably due to the meds you are taking, especially if you are taking antidepressants of the SSRI variety. I've been on these as well as meds from the BENZO family, like Klonopin, Klonzopan, and other mood stablizers. All of these , by themselves and together, just screw up your memory and concentration and can make you feel MORE depressed than without them.
As for having an unsupportive family, the only comfort I can offer you in that area is that WE here on WP are your support. WP understands what you are going through because we all have experienced similar feelings and situations.
Don't despair. |
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kirsi
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| Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 11:09 am Post subject: |
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Hey Nightbender. Sorry to hear about all that, most of my family is quite abusing as well (mentally). I think the only real answer to the family thing is trying to move out as soon as possible. I know it's tough, I'm trying to scrap together as much money as I can myself.
Heh heh I love Gifted-Monster's response. I hope to plan on living in Finland someday myself, even if it's just a small place. |
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nightbender
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| not just physically stuck, mentally stuck. THe stupid drugs have caused my thought process to cave in and disingrate, my percespecetption is gone too. I am unable formulet new concepts or see things in a different perspective. |
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Spacedoubt
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Joined: Apr 20, 2008
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| Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 7:57 pm Post subject: |
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I'm not sure how old you are, but hang in there. Really. Hang in there. Things will get better. Tell your doctor about your cognitve challenges. Make it a goal to move out on your own. It will be okay.
Some families are just assholes.
I think my own parents are going to be baffled when they realize that they jus have me to rely on in a few years and my brothers won't even answer their phones. 
Try to be optimistic.
I understand how frustrated you are. My own brain moved away long ago, I think. But I live on my own and you can too. |
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