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5thelement
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I do not think you are psycho - definitely not - you are definitely not nuts - the way you talk about things , the way you are aware of 'what could be' shows that. Sounds like you are under a lot of stress - but you are not going nuts, no way.
Im really sorry you are going through this crap - and by the way, I've often enjoyed your posts - or rather I should say I like the person that comes accross in them. I also smile when I see you avatar - she's great :- )
I sometimes consider posting here ( the haven ) myself - things are very scary for me at the moment too - to know that there are people here that send words of support is so important .......I'm still too 'coward' - that's not the right word - but it will have to do for now to do it - and often don't know where to start half the time 
I'm sending you all the best
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5thelement
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| Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 8:59 am Post subject: |
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 - ha! you just changed your avatar ....... I finally get round to saying how much I like it and it's changed,
lol! - I like your 'cheesed off' little girl though  |
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just-me
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| Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:35 am Post subject: |
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lol sorry ill change it back .
I changed it to this picture because I felt like it represented me as a little girl .
I always had that look on my face, a look of anger and disapontment and deep deep sorrow.
Ill put it in this post instead and change my avitar back , onec I find the picture again.
http://www.harrycutting.com/graphics/photos/children/depressed-sad-child-J163-24-11LG.jpg
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5thelement
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| Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:40 am Post subject: |
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heh, just me, - post which ever avatar you like - it's your avatar!
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MR
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| Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 10:40 am Post subject: |
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| just-me wrote: | | Yea if freaks me out too. I refuse to get my drivers licence cause Of it . I wouldent want to be driving when it happens. My dad toled me I'm stupid for not driving , but I'm so afraid I might black out and hurt someone. |
Dissociating while driving isn't necessarily dangerous. I won't say it never it, as I'm not familiar enough with the various types of dissociation to know that or not. But there are two very classic examples of dissociating while driving, where there's nothing unsafe.
The first one is in the range of stuff normal people do. As in, not a sign of a dissociative disorder. It's when you are driving, and you get where you are going, but you don't remember the trip. This one, when I do this, it's like I'm lost in thought, and my consciousness is no where on driving, and yet, I'm still driving just fine. It's probably actually safer than my normal driving because I'm less likely to be distracted from my driving.
The other is making a trip somewhere, and not remembering driving there, not knowing why you went there.
If it's truely dissociation, then I'm thinking you are safe to drive. It's not the same thing as blacking out. The normal "you" may be gone, but the driving skills are still there and active. |
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just-me
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I'm not worried about my driving skills. I'm worried because I dont know what caused me to want to beat up my friend . The fact that I dont know what caused it , nore do I remember doing it causes me alot of worry.
Someday I might do that again but this time I would be driving. If that were to happen I would have road rage and there would be no one to hold me back. I'm scared I could run someone over, and never know it happend.
I am a very peacefull person but I attaced someone when I blacked out , and I dont know why.
It only happend once but it was enough for me. I ride the bus because I have to. I dont know enough about my"blacking out" to know what it really is .
But I know I can be violent and that scares me.
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| 5thelement wrote: | heh, just me, - post which ever avatar you like - it's your avatar!
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I know, but if people like it I'll keep it up a while longer. And thanks for the complement. 
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