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julie_b
Yellow-bellied Woodpecker
Joined: Mar 03, 2009
Posts: 62
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Dear Son,
I love you.
I always have and I always will. It's because I love you that it hurts so much to see you suffer. To watch you struggle, to feel your pain and to know I am the cause because I was the one who gave you AS.
There are no words to express how badly I feel about passing this on to you. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and yet I have hurt you.
I understand your anger. You never asked to be different. You just are and yet the world will not accept that. The world likes uniformity and it fears those who challenge their sameness. You are unique and wonderful. A brillant and beautiful mind. They attack you to make themselves feel better. That's all. They want to prove to themselves that they are superior to you and if they have to lower themselves to name calling and bullying then that's what they will do. I know, I suffered it too.
And yet I cannot stand by and let them do this to you. I had to tell the school and now you feel I have interferred. A charge I admit to being guilty of because I am a Mother and you are my Son. It's my job. I am taking you to the Psychologist for the same reason. It's not that I feel you are wrong and need fixing. I just desperately hope she can help you see that you are wonderful just the way are.
I did what I felt I had to do and I still believe it was the right thing to do. I hope you will one day realise I did it because I love you not because I was trying to make your life harder.
Over the last few months you have been drifting away. I can feel myself losing you. I miss you. Please don't be angry at me for wanting you back.
I will wait for you. No matter how long you need, I will wait. I will be here. You can rage at me all you want because I know you need to rage at someone. You need to show your anger and pain and I am here to witness it. To validate it. Away from the world. Away from the people who would seize on it and use it to hurt you even more. You are safe with me.
Take care my Son and know that I love you. I always have and I always will. |
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 35
Posts: 22537
Location: 1965 London with Ruby the Routemaster by my side
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| Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:14 am Post subject: |
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To the drummer in the band at the soup kitchen where I volunteer. You were very nasty to me, today. You know that I'm obsessed with music, and you got really angry for the time that I was playing your drums. When your brake came, I asked if I could play on your drums, nicely, and you handed me the sticks and told me to bang on that little black table, so that I wouldn't have to worry about playing them nicely. You thought you had me under your thumb. I played on your drums very nicely after that. I'm not going to allow myself to be treated like crap.
What will you say to yourself, when you come back in two weeks, to find that I'm not sitting in the music room, beside you?
"I've scared off a sensitive autistic girl, who thinks that she's Mick Avory."
Say that ten times and see if you feel better, or worse.
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Laney2005
Raven
Joined: Oct 28, 2009
Age: 26
Posts: 108
Location: Missouri
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| Posted: Fri Oct 30, 2009 12:02 am Post subject: |
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Dear Some of my Classmates,
You suck. You make me glad that I don't understand what people do most of the time. You make me happy to be the person I am. You make me happy that I speak my mind and that I speak the truth. I am happy that I do not play the games you play. Sometimes I want to know what you are saying, but you can be such horrible human beings that I feel better off not knowing. And you must be horrible if I've figured it out! You are cowards, close-minded and cruel. You have done things that make me very angry. If I find out what you have said and which of you have said things, you will not like what will happen to you. You are supposed to be studying to be in a helping profession. You want to help people who are "different", but you can't handle the ones right in front of your face. And you don't have the guts to tell the people you don't like-- you tattle, like second graders. Kids used to call me a tattle because I always told the truth. I did. I spoke up when things weren't fair. And things aren't fair now. There are a lot of things I don't know, but I know what fair is. You're not it. If you can't handle people who aren't like you now, get the heck out of your major right now. Go be a... I don't know, but go do it away from me. I have always thought of myself as being emotionally crippled. My whole life. But you know what? Somehow, I've got this one right. Someday, I will be your boss. And someday, good will win. And you will lose.
Laney
P.S.: And your little dog, too!
Dear Moron Who Tried to Rape Me,
You do not register as a human being. You took advantage of me. I told you I could not handle being touched. You said you would help me. You tried to rape me. If I ever see you again, I will hit you as many times as I can. I will break my hands hitting you. I will kick you in the crotch. Metaphorically speaking, you do not have balls. Literally, you do. And I will kick them. Repeatedly. I will make it so you cannot do what you did to me ever again, not even all alone in your bedroom with your magazines. I was too afraid to turn you in. I thought I did something wrong. But it was you. You were wrong. I did not know any better. I was your victim. But if I ever see you again, I will change that.
Laney
Dear God,
Thank you for making me exactly who I am. You have told me that I am to be in the world, but not of it-- and you made me so I have to be that way. You ask for the faith of a little child, and you have given me the ability to take you simply on your word and not try to make it fit what I want it to say. You ask me to pick up my cross every day and follow you. You have given me a cross to bear, but you show me where to walk. Thank you for making me the kind of person who cannot hurt another for the fun of it. Thank you for allowing me to exist outside of social convention. Thank you for being real and concrete to me, so I can understand you. Thank you for writing down what you want so I can hold it in my hand. People aren't so good at doing that. Thank you for always listening to me and understanding me, even when I don't understand me-- which is most of the time. Thank you for making me the way I am for a reason, even I don't know what that reason is. Thank you for your sense of humor, even though I feel like the punchline sometimes. Thank you for letting me talk to you. Now I don't have to talk only to myself all the time. Thank you for other people in the world who are like me. Sometimes I get very angry at you and yell at you. I tell you that you were wrong to have made me in the first place and to stop wasting your time with me, because I'm not worth anything. There is nothing special that I can do. I am tired of being bullied and want to go home. I am a mess of a person, in public and in private. But for some reason I'm still thankful. I know that you made me who I am, and I know that you are a God who saves. And you know that I needed saved.
Laney |
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Tach
Raven
Joined: Oct 31, 2009
Posts: 113
Location: Sol System
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| Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 10:30 am Post subject: |
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Dear popular kids from high school,
Go screw yourselves, I didn't appreciate having to sit through that slide show watching only the popular kids for an hour, and watching certain people celebrating their scholarships for 2 hours, just in order to graduate high school. Just because you people think you are so special doesn't mean you have to bore the hell out of the rest of us and force us to clap for your pathetic asses for 2 to 3 hours just to get our god damn diplomas.
Screw you,
Tach
Dear humanity,
go screw yourselves, all you ever do is screw everything up, odds are the world would be a lot better off with people who knew what the hell they were doing and weren't corrupt.
Screw you,
Tach
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dossa
Deinonychus
Joined: Aug 25, 2009
Age: 32
Posts: 307
Location: Wonderland, Alice...
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| Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 3:35 pm Post subject: |
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Dear you... "I try to be patient, but you're killing me"
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 35
Posts: 22537
Location: 1965 London with Ruby the Routemaster by my side
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| Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 5:20 pm Post subject: |
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Dear mainstream society. I'm still pitted against you. It's just that I've gone back to liking the 1960s and listening to The British Invasion artists, in particular The Kinks.
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 35
Posts: 22537
Location: 1965 London with Ruby the Routemaster by my side
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| Posted: Thu Nov 05, 2009 8:15 am Post subject: |
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Dear Mum,
The reason that I didn't come to your house as often as I should have in the summer, is because I was a miserable, rebellious punk rocker. I really hated myself towards the end, because of my nasty, rebellious attitude. I had green stuff in my hair, half of the time, and I really wish that it never happened. If I could cut one time out of my life, it would be February 2007 to August 2009. Those were the days that I was a very angry person who was very hateful towards society and the world, just because an Internet pen pal dropped me as a friend, and he had the nerve to have cybersex with me, before he dropped me. No wonder you only took two pictures of me, durring those two and a half years. 
Shelby AKA Mick Avory
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Graelwyn
Myrrdyn
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Joined: Dec 21, 2006
Age: 34
Posts: 8667
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| Posted: Thu Nov 05, 2009 5:10 pm Post subject: |
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Dear human race,
please stop coughing and sneezing in my vicinity, spreading your virulent germs and making me sick.
Grrr. |
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Tach
Raven
Joined: Oct 31, 2009
Posts: 113
Location: Sol System
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| Posted: Sun Nov 08, 2009 8:39 am Post subject: |
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Dear math teacher
I hate you, constantly flunking my tests because i didn't use algebra but got the right damn answer...
Sincerely,
Tach
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ProfessorX
Nobody's Hero :(
Joined: Feb 09, 2007
Age: 36
Posts: 2467
Location: Somewhere over there
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| Posted: Tue Nov 10, 2009 3:54 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Pattie, I wished my walking away would have never happened and now realise just how bad it feels when you turn your back on someone whom actually cared..Now, I can see where I had went wrong and hope wherever you are now your life is filled with contentment and happiness..
From ProfessorX
Dear Aimless, I hope I've not run you off nor made you feel like finding someone else to talk to on WP?
From ProfessorX
Dear Dossa, I'm glad that your not like some of the people I've known but, really a good human being..
From ProfessorX
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Col. John Wilder: We won't ruin it.
Maj. Jeff Spender: No? Us Earthmen have a talent for ruining things. If there are any Martians alive in those hills, they're going to grow to hate us.
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LuckyBunny
Snowy Owl
Joined: Nov 18, 2008
Age: 26
Posts: 129
Location: London, UK
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| Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 7:09 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Pikachu
Just a quick note to say thank you for all that you've exposed. When I first began speaking to my ex, you launched on all barrels with accusations of her being a bad parent. I chose to make my own mind up, without your help. She was equally as venomous towards you. Again, I chose to make my own mind up.
Later, when there was drama on wrongplanet's chat channel, I stepped in to defend you from several of my own friends, because I could see they were ganging up on you. You continued to send me private messages and memos outlining several unfounded 'reasons' why I should leave my then girlfriend. Again, with my own experience already opposing your opinion and your experiences a year ago, I went with my own decisions.
Even later, on a different chat channel, I continued to attempt to ensure people wouldn't taunt and bully you, unprovoked. Eventually, you reacted and was ejected from several channels.
When things ended between my ex and myself, you sent me a pm saying 'I told you so'. What was it you 'told' me? You told me my ex was crazy and unfit to be a parent. You told me she would hurt me, and threaten to kill herself. You told me she would sleep around behind my back. You told me that she'd eventually stab me in the back and that it would be clear why you hate her so much.
Guess what. You told me nothing that I cannot verify as completely untrue. In fact, I told YOU so.
So why now do I respond angrily, being so peaceful as I usually am? It's because I hear all this venom and self-disgrace continues. I don't need to prove anything. I proved my place with all the times I defended you, and now, being able to internalise my own bitterness and befriend my own rival to obtain information I have.
Information that shows that you are still at it, sinking yet lower to call my ex a "skanky whore". I'll be so kind as to inform you that she is nothing of the sort. I advise you to leave her well alone. No backstabbing, no rumours, no material from you about her at all. I have advised her the same.
I shall be taking action if I hear of any more.
Disregards,
Lucky Bunny
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ProfessorX
Nobody's Hero :(
Joined: Feb 09, 2007
Age: 36
Posts: 2467
Location: Somewhere over there
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| Posted: Thu Nov 12, 2009 2:17 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Tallyman, thanks for always making things interesting and never boring..
From Professor X..
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Col. John Wilder: We won't ruin it.
Maj. Jeff Spender: No? Us Earthmen have a talent for ruining things. If there are any Martians alive in those hills, they're going to grow to hate us.
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robuust
Emu Egg
Joined: Nov 01, 2009
Age: 20
Posts: 2
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| Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 5:21 am Post subject: |
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dear tessa,
I liked you
You liked me
but when I told you i have aspie
I was history
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ps: I do like girls, yes!
top tip: don't hit on 16 year olds.. |
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Ligea_Seroua
Phoenix
Joined: Jan 16, 2009
Posts: 555
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| Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 11:30 pm Post subject: |
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A forever to be unsent letter to R.
There’s a lot that I should have said long ago that wasn’t. Shoulda Woulda Coulda. Constant theme with me.
So, the explanation you’ll never see is here. I didn’t actually understand something that happened, decided I must have been to blame or somehow invited what happened, and gave you that version, which is why we split up. Curse of total recall, I do remember I dumped you, and not particularly kindly, even after all this time I can’t believe you have forgiven me and of course I can’t ever ask.
It’s a precarious friendship we have now. Back then when you said you loved me, it was overwhelming and probably too early, particularly for someone like me who was set on autopilot to self destruct. I don’t know if, or more likely, how much I hurt you, whether you still hold a torch for me....nothing.
And I can’t risk the friendship we do have by telling you what happened then. It would achieve nothing more than a mess and confusion for you. I assume you are happy now hopefully happy enough that it would just cause a head shake and rueful smile at what might have been, maybe some regret that I felt I was to blame for what happened. I know you’d comprehend how I could not *know* it wasn’t my fault, you’ve enough experience teaching kids with AS and understand more about it than most people I know.
Even if I hadn’t ended it than, it would probably have ended, I don’t know how any relationship survives that. You knew I was already “troubled” , it got much much worse, believe me. I can’t believe I’m alive, let alone have been clean for so many years. Even before it all got really bad, I was a waking nightmare to be around, so I’m not sure what you ever saw in me...
Sometimes it feels like you are trying to tell me something in hints, sometimes weeks go by and we don’t have any communication at all. Ebb and flow, normal for friendships...or do you hold back in case I think you are over familiar? Or maybe you genuinely think little of me at all. I think perhaps when you first got back in contact with me I was a bit assertive about brushing the past under the carpet, which set boundaries in place- but honestly I thought it was the best course of action.
Those emails you sent when you were drunk, I think you regret your candour...I assume you were saying those things because you were drunk, nothing more, don’t worry that I read more into it than that. A secret though, I genuinely do often feel that dark and desolate.
What you’ll never know is how I did and still do feel, the word I can’t say.... as I don’t think knowing would benefit you, proof that even if I can’t say it, I feel it enough to not burden you with that.
PS, damn, why have you aged so well? !
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Graelwyn
Myrrdyn
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Joined: Dec 21, 2006
Age: 34
Posts: 8667
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| Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 7:06 pm Post subject: |
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Dear stupid women living above me,
You might never know just how much I despise you and the deeply violent thoughts I have regarding what I would love to do to you or see happen to you as I suffer evening after night of banging, laughing, talking, singing and whatever other noise you so selfishly make. I keep saying, I will find a way to make your life as hellish as you have made mine and wishing I had it in me to kick your heads in or do something worse. I don't care if that makes me evil, to me it is evil to make so much noise knowing it causes someone distress and disrupts their life. Sometimes I even contemplate hanging myself so you might have to live with that for the rest of your stinking lives, but I can tell the likes of you wouldn't give a damn anyway.
I swear if I end up having to leave because of you, I will leave a nice goodbye present for you both, that will take some cleaning up and stink your hallway up for days to come. |
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