TenPencePiece
Curiosity Killed the Cone
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identity
Disconnected
Joined: Mar 21, 2011
Age: 29
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Location: South West UK
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I hope everyone in the minus improves.
Chrissy you never look fat.
I don't know what to say Ten but I really hope you feel better soon.
I am -3/+2 |
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TenPencePiece
Curiosity Killed the Cone
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Dillogic
you know how it goes
Joined: Nov 25, 2011
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I'm sorry, I cannot stop talking to you; I...couldn't see you in this pain, and I don't think you could see me in the same, so that keeps the guilt at bay. Perhaps you can see them someday.
I cannot ever throw anything I have of yours away; all I have is wrapped up in your lock of hair, your words that I can never read again. I know exactly what they say.
I remember you told me, in person, that you forget me and everything when it's not there, right before you. I think that's why you can do what you did; it's easier to forget what you don't remember. I see it all as if it was now and tomorrow.
I barely sleep. When I do, I dream of you. I now dream of losing you. It seems like that one refuge is taken away too. Perhaps that's why I'll always keep what you gave me; emotions etched by you, if forgotten by you, but will be kept in time by how I see everything before me.
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chrissyrun
True love is rare, don't envy an illusion
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Location: Hell :)
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| identity wrote: | I hope everyone in the minus improves.
Chrissy you never look fat.
I don't know what to say Ten but I really hope you feel better soon.
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Thanks identity...haha, it's just my belly that's rounder than normal.
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Dillogic
you know how it goes
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I wish you'd show up, tell me that it was all a dream, and that it really was one.
It's not though, because I know you.
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devey
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| Posted: Sat Nov 26, 2011 6:50 pm Post subject: |
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| +6 I'm okay I guess. Girl problems again |
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chrissyrun
True love is rare, don't envy an illusion
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| devey wrote: | | +6 I'm okay I guess. Girl problems again |
Yay for being a girl! 
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Dillogic
you know how it goes
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Congratulations, you now have my mother worried about me. That's all she needs.
You don't know how lucky you are there, with what you have; your biggest loss in life is replacing me.
When you feel it again (which you will), don't ever contact me. |
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Sweetleaf
Metalhead
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Age: 23
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Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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Uhh there I almost went again........what is wrong with me, why can't i just be comfortably numb and not care when people say things that upset/piss me off?
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Sweetleaf
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Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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-11.....uhh I should try to visit this guy I was dating but am now just friends with the possibility of becoming more with, but I am worried I'm going to do something stupid and piss him off so I'm afraid to even ask if he wants to hang out......just because I am so paranoid he'll be a jerk or soemthing.
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blue_bean
Buy me a Pony!
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| Dillogic wrote: | Congratulations, you now have my mother worried about me. That's all she needs.
You don't know how lucky you are there, with what you have; your biggest loss in life is replacing me.
When you feel it again (which you will), don't ever contact me. |
It's best your mum is worried about things other than her being oblivious to goings on. It's her job to look out for you. She should be very very worried.
Good people get cut from your life for 12 months but she gets to stay in it irregardless of everything she did to you and everyone else? You have to start thinking fairly and stop thinking using what you feel and care about. Use that bloody moral compass that only points to the left and right extremes, use it in the right way at the right time for once. Otherwise this "breakup" is going to go and on and on. She's never gonna finally f**k off and find another warm blooded host to suck life from, and you're never going to heal.
She only loved the dependancy you had on her. She loves the dependancy you STILL have on her. Of course she's gonna contact you again! |
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Sweetleaf
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Well I already ruined my reputation here, and will probably be deleting my profile in the next couple of days so might as well.
-50 I really feel down and such, but no one should care.......I mean I wanted to get involved with trying to do something about the problems I have with society but who am I kidding, I'm a joke I mean I am about as mature as a 16 year old, I take things personally and I just annoy people so what's the point.......I guess I should probably try to find a job, then again why should I waste any resources or anyones time on me.....I mean I don't have a lot of positive traits, I'm not really enjoying life anyways so why do I even want to keep trying?
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Dillogic
you know how it goes
Joined: Nov 25, 2011
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(Just to anyone pertinent who reads what I've said. It's been my therapy when I spoke of me and her. I don't do it for the desire to go back; it's better for everyone for me and her to part ways, and it'll be better for both of us in the long run. Blame now doesn't matter. I have an ASD, and I don't have anyway to get out the thoughts I need to get out, other than by doing this.)
(Words to people other than me and her, though pertinent just the same, have been the truth to them and not therapy.)
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nilescrane
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| -10 I was a mistake. Should have never been born. |
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