BuyerBeware
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Age: 35
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Location: PA, USA
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| BuyerBeware wrote: | +100,000.
My in-laws' paraplegic dachshund that I'm messing with is starting to flex his hind feet.
I went to the OB today. The baby's doing fine and I don't have to go back and see the diagnostic f**** ever ever again.
And while I was eating dinner, my husband walked through the door. He drove 1,000 miles to bring his parents their new car.
Actually, he drove a thousand miles because our anniversary is Saturday and when he asked me what I wanted, I not to worry about it because the only thing I really wanted was to lay my head on his shoulder and I'd have that soon enough.
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Make that -10. I was delusional.
My in-laws want the dog to run again today, not make slow progress and be himself again in six months. Should have said, "Nope, too bad, wish I had the money" and let him be put down instead of saying, "If you really think he has that good of a chance of making a full recovery, I can come up with the cash and put in the time."
So I tried to do a good thing and ended up doing a bad thing instead. Hurting everyone more. That's what happens when a broken f***ing autistic tries to be a human being. Shouldn't try.
My husband actually came down here to get fussed over and worshipped and told what a wonderful human being he is and get his dick worshipped five times a day like f***ing Mecca, not to SEE US. He spent all day screaming at me because between his kids, his parents, his parents' house, and his parents' dog, HE ISN'T GETTING ENOUGH ATTENTION. And it would have helped if I'd put on something cute and shaved my f***ing twat just in case he showed up completely by surprise.
And the baby?? Who cares?? He'll just get tired of putting up with me, throw me out, and take her and all the other ones away from me. Does't matter that I've taken care of them for all but a few months of the last 10 years. I have a f***ing SYNDROME. I CAN'T be a good parent.
f**k it. I'm not getting up any more. It's just stupid to try.
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I'm tired. I do not have sufficient strength remaining to persevere in the face of adversity. I accept myself as broken and conformity/compliance as the only acceptable existence. I give up.
What's on TV tonight??
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Sweetleaf
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Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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puddingmouse
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Location: Mega City 3
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mntn13
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puddingmouse
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Location: Mega City 3
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886
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TenPencePiece
Curiosity Killed the Cone
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Age: 18
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Location: Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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blue_bean
Buy me a Pony!
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Age: 29
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Location: sailing the accountancy
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-3. I dunno. I guess Geoff has f**** off for real this time. If not how can he just bury his head in the sand and not care that I'm worried about where he is or why he's not talking to me? He's probably f**** off 'cause I said I wasn't interested in dating him. But here's the kicker; The only reason I said I wasn't interested was because of his tardiness in replying to me (like, weeks). I guess he wasn't bothered to make an improvement like he said he was going to. 15 months of talking down the drain, bye.
Chrisakes! I'm sick of meeting screw-ups! |
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LiendaBalla
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I believe I found an TRoll in our Haven, who thinks stepping on people is helpful. I'm not replying to it, and feeding their little ego. I also think it doesn't understand that some people act easy in order to avoid feeding them and their attitude. Don't believe in someone's right to "talk about it"? Here's an idea then. Go out into the street and b***h to the whole world about what a piece of sh** phsyciatry is. I'm sure it will drop the boredom in waiting lines.  Meanwhile, you can let haven users work out their rights to talk about something where they have the God dam right to! |
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TenPencePiece
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Location: Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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Guess I'll remain the dissapointing retard I've always been.
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886
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Woke up at 8am. (those who know me know 8am is like 1am for normal people) Tried to go back to sleep, couldn't. Spammed up this site. Tried to sleep again. Here I am.
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Sweetleaf
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puddingmouse
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puddingmouse
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Guess I'll remain the lovely person I've always been. |
Fixed for you.
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Boxman108
"Oh...it's just a box."
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Location: NH
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Bored. Hot. Wishing it was winter again already. Too bad I can't live in some place that doesn't go to either extreme. Waiting for a call from walmart seeing as to how they called my brother a couple days ago(except he already has a new job now). Dn't know what it is I'm doing wrong or writing down that somehow makes me unemployable.
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The Old Masters: how well they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or
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