hanjis
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My name is Hank. My life sucks,
I get labeled as shy and weird by people who call themselves "normal"
But I am a Photo-realistic visual thinker. All my thoughts are in photo-realistic pictures.
I speak with odd word arrangements as well as occasional delayed speech because every sentence in my mind is a photograph, each with it's own story to tell, as well as 500k branches of other stories. Try explaining the beauty of a photograph to the blind. It isn't an easy task. Sometimes the pictures are simple, and to others I seem to speak like a "normal", but those times when the picture is elaborate and impossible to convey, those are the times when the worlds sees me as retarded.
They say I have odd facial expressions, and fail at verbalizing thoughts, talk softly or loudly, turn word meanings around, I talk to myself,I have pronunciation issues with certain words, I seem cold and distant, wtfe man.
All I know is that this is entirely unfair for me to have to deal with this stuff that "normal" people never have forced upon them.
I can never have a gf that isn't a complete lunatic, deafmute, or a f'n psychic.
Just yesterday girl likes me. I hold her hand two seconds, she says It makes her feel uncomfortable, so I shut down, can't speak to her rest of night. FML
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Roier
Hummingbird
Joined: Mar 27, 2012
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Wrong planet 
I think that is why I'm here :S
I hate my self too  but expressionism is an art
Tje ll get it as soon of is late  nmv red X |
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hanjis
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Joined: Mar 28, 2012
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| Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2012 2:54 am Post subject: |
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| Roier wrote: | Wrong planet
I think that is why I'm here :S
I hate my self too but expressionism is an art
Tje ll get it as soon of is late nmv red X |
I am sorry man, I have concentration problems with words.
Explain what you mean in english, perhaps?
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feddup
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Joined: Mar 28, 2012
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hehe Hi!
You totally inspired me to register as well. Last thing I will do is deny who I am. So here I am ; To no surprise the nick "fedup" was taken 
So open and unafraid you are, be proud. But, why do you hate yourself? For myself it would be more like: I hate my existence in this reality > "Wrong Planet" It is amazing how well those two words cover a havoc of feelings. What I'm trying to say is: hate is stuck in the void only leaning toward current reality, a reality that can change anytime (yea right). Sure it would all be easier if one were "normal". Wishing to be dumb, yea I can admit. Although I am still grateful of this extraordinary gift that took 20 years of self-diagnostics to figure. Will I waste time and energy on hating myself? No way. I'm freaking different and I wouldn't want to be like them anyway.
Never thought I would hear anyone say what you do regarding GF's. I have the same thoughts. Worst is I kinda like the idea. Anyone else would be to "dry" and short minded.
I'm not so sure if that girl did like you, rather your looks. Anyway, holding hands are a sign of bondage. Surely she wouldn't want to bond as soon as first night?
For what it's worth. You have a very similar score as me. 168 / 60 was my result after 10 minutes of scimming through. |
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Aharon
Phoenix
Joined: Dec 27, 2011
Posts: 632
Location: Kansas
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If you're like me, you only hate yourself because you've compared yourself to others and felt you were lacking. If EVERYBODY was more like you, would it still be so bad? Well that's why I love Wrong Planet, where everyone is more like me, where I'm not in the outside, and I've learned love myself for being me. Yeah/no?
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AnonymousAnonymous
Is Not A Sociopath
Joined: Nov 24, 2006
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Location: Portland, Oregon
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Welcome to Wrong Planet!
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half2focus
Butterfly
Joined: Mar 28, 2012
Age: 37
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| Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2012 6:15 pm Post subject: Re: Hello, I am new here, and wish I wasn't here at all. |
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| hanjis wrote: | My name is Hank. My life sucks,
I get labeled as shy and weird by people who call themselves "normal"
But I am a Photo-realistic visual thinker. All my thoughts are in photo-realistic pictures.
I speak with odd word arrangements as well as occasional delayed speech because every sentence in my mind is a photograph, each with it's own story to tell, as well as 500k branches of other stories. Try explaining the beauty of a photograph to the blind. It isn't an easy task. Sometimes the pictures are simple, and to others I seem to speak like a "normal", but those times when the picture is elaborate and impossible to convey, those are the times when the worlds sees me as retarded.
They say I have odd facial expressions, and fail at verbalizing thoughts, talk softly or loudly, turn word meanings around, I talk to myself,I have pronunciation issues with certain words, I seem cold and distant, wtfe man.
All I know is that this is entirely unfair for me to have to deal with this stuff that "normal" people never have forced upon them.
I can never have a gf that isn't a complete lunatic, deafmute, or a f'n psychic.
Just yesterday girl likes me. I hold her hand two seconds, she says It makes her feel uncomfortable, so I shut down, can't speak to her rest of night. FML |
I never thought of it that way. Maybe that is why I like photography. It frustrates to no end to try and explain things sometimes to regular people. Why can't things just come natural like they do for me? |
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half2focus
Butterfly
Joined: Mar 28, 2012
Age: 37
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| Aharon wrote: | | If you're like me, you only hate yourself because you've compared yourself to others and felt you were lacking. If EVERYBODY was more like you, would it still be so bad? Well that's why I love Wrong Planet, where everyone is more like me, where I'm not in the outside, and I've learned love myself for being me. Yeah/no? |
Those unlike us I refer to as "people". I am better than "people". But they still piss me off. |
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory, Sensitive brown-eyed Sweet Pea
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 38
Posts: 87231
Location: In a quiet and peaceful garden, where gentle Mick Avory-like Sweet Peas grow.
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richie
Ye Olde Bookwyrme
Joined: Jan 10, 2007
Age: 54
Posts: 31254
Location: Lake Whoop-Dee-Doo, Pennsylvania
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AnnieDog
Snowy Owl
Joined: Apr 02, 2008
Posts: 158
Location: New England
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Welcome.
I found your intro to be really interesting because part of you seems like the exact opposite of me. I have a visual processing and storage defect that prevents me from retaining any mental image. I have indexes of facts - like a library card catalog or an old FileMaker database. People describe things to me visually all the time and I'm just left lost.
Other stuff, not so different. It's ok, really.
But come on in, the cocoa is warm, the iced tea is cold, and things are pretty decent in here. We've each got our own quirks and experiences that help us to advise each other as we muddle through.
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