VMSmith
a figment of my own imagination
Joined: Apr 18, 2011
Age: 21
Posts: 2676
Location: the old country
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| my dads friends came over. before they did he gave me a lecture about my hair and shoes because i have to dress well out of respect for them. i do not respect them. i find thier ethics and politics repugnant. also, as a woman, i find it offensive that i am told by society i should look pretty to please others. they are rich bosses and have no empathy for the working class or other oppressed groups at all. they are horrible people. my father also told me i am to have dinner with them and kiss them hello because they are friends. i dislike having to touch people i do not like. my father is also pressuring me to tutor their kids. i cannot wait till i move. i only pray centrelink gives me the means to do it. |
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IdahoRose
Imaginary Friend
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Joined: Feb 25, 2007
Age: 22
Posts: 18651
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I've been experiencing stomach cramps off and on for the past several days, and I don't know what exactly is causing them. I know it isn't gastroenteritis because the onset of that is rapid - it doesn't take this many days for it to manifest. Besides, I have shown no symptoms - no diarrhea, no vomiting (thank goodness) and I have been able to eat just fine, although my appetite is waning.
I'm thinking my problem is psychosomatic because I have been very stressed out lately, and my stomach doesn't hurt whenever I'm lost in my imaginary world. As soon as I snap back to reality, though, the cramps start up again. This has happened to me before in the past. There was always a trigger - something that frightened or stressed me out enough to cause my fear of vomiting to start acting up again and in turn causing my stomach to cramp up. But this time I can't think of any real trigger. I just remember one day I fell into one of my dark/morbid moods for seemingly no reason and I haven't felt like myself ever since then, and the stomach cramps started soon after that. |
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Rauhiss
Raven
Joined: Mar 26, 2012
Age: 21
Posts: 100
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I lost my box of good art markers. It had all my nice grays and my skintones in there.
Also, my cool gray 20 is dead.
I has a sad. |
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blue_bean
Buy me a Pony!
Joined: Apr 14, 2006
Age: 29
Posts: 8231
Location: sailing the accountancy
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| Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 1:27 am Post subject: |
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Another plant in my front garden died  |
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Joker
Sinn Fein
Joined: Mar 20, 2011
Age: 24
Posts: 7593
Location: North Carolina The Tar Heel State :)
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| Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 1:29 am Post subject: |
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| I didn't get to hang out with my brother today. |
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MakaylaTheAspie
Zodai's girl
Joined: Jun 22, 2011
Age: 16
Posts: 12822
Location: Aus den USA
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Being called weird. For some reason, I was bothered by it.
Oh well.
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AnnettaMarie
Phoenix
Joined: Jan 10, 2012
Age: 25
Posts: 1238
Location: Issaquah, WA
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| Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 3:04 am Post subject: |
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I didn't get as much done today in the ways of preparing for school as I had hoped. It's getting too late to get much done, and if I don't get some sleep soon, I won't have the energy to finish all that I need to tomorrow.
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886
Mongolian Platypus
Joined: Jan 16, 2008
Age: 23
Posts: 5270
Location: seattle
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| Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 4:13 am Post subject: |
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Drunk people waking me up 
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Ecl713
I got my custom rank!
Joined: Mar 07, 2012
Posts: 1413
Location: Salem, Oregon
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My parents where gone for a week. But now they are back.
Also It's Sunday already witch means tomorrow I got to go back to work.
I don't like my job. |
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VMSmith
a figment of my own imagination
Joined: Apr 18, 2011
Age: 21
Posts: 2676
Location: the old country
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| my mum reminding me i have to go to easter celebrations at church(i dont even believe in god!) and that they are a week away and my dad and mum discussing whether or not i was going to a wedding in june. i hate these things because of the social pressure and the fact that all the people are horrid. i also hate them because i have to pretend to be somebody else- talkative, feminine, into dressing up with makeup, dresses, heels and the lot, i have to like modern mainstream music and all the rest. i feel like sh!t at these things. like there is something wrong with me or i have to be the child my parents wish they had. i never want to go to these things and i always say i will not go or that i will not wear makeup or heels but then my dad gets angry- really angry. he scares me. he's like twice my size and when he screams he seems to inflate, his eyes bulge and look all yellow and bloodshot and he starts calling me rude things, getting up close & using threats or he just skips the threats and moves on to action. and then i am forced to go and i have to pretend i am happy. im not. i hate easter. at least i will have moved out by june. until then i will try and lie low and not make people angry. 2 weeks and 2 days to go. |
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886
Mongolian Platypus
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Age: 23
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Location: seattle
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| VMSmith wrote: | | my mum reminding me i have to go to easter celebrations at church(i dont even believe in god!) and that they are a week away and my dad and mum discussing whether or not i was going to a wedding in june. i hate these things because of the social pressure and the fact that all the people are horrid. i also hate them because i have to pretend to be somebody else- talkative, feminine, into dressing up with makeup, dresses, heels and the lot, i have to like modern mainstream music and all the rest. i feel like sh!t at these things. like there is something wrong with me or i have to be the child my parents wish they had. i never want to go to these things and i always say i will not go or that i will not wear makeup or heels but then my dad gets angry- really angry. he scares me. he's like twice my size and when he screams he seems to inflate, his eyes bulge and look all yellow and bloodshot and he starts calling me rude things, getting up close & using threats or he just skips the threats and moves on to action. and then i am forced to go and i have to pretend i am happy. im not. i hate easter. at least i will have moved out by june. until then i will try and lie low and not make people angry. 2 weeks and 2 days to go. |
You're 20 and your parents shouldn't force you to do anything you don't want, let alone get angry at you. I'd get the heck out. 
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TenPencePiece
Curiosity Killed the Cone
Joined: Dec 12, 2009
Age: 18
Posts: 43803
Location: Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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Being tired as usual
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keira
Still not a morning person
Joined: Feb 17, 2011
Age: 29
Posts: 4302
Location: misplaced
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| Feeling unusually tired. |
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Rauhiss
Raven
Joined: Mar 26, 2012
Age: 21
Posts: 100
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| Craptastic weather. |
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RazorEddie
Phoenix
Joined: Jan 19, 2012
Age: 42
Posts: 608
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I took my 4x4 to a competition and broke it again - Every time I take it out something goes crunch, hiss or bang in an expensive way It's pretty disheartening when you spend two days flat out working on it and a few hours towing it to a competition then it spits bits of gearbox on the floor within half an hour.
Every time something breaks it gets replaced with something stronger so hopefully it will eventually become reliable. I did expect a few breakdowns but this is getting ridiculous.
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